several months outsideâor deep withinâherself, striving to win free of her own weakness and the legacy of her parents in order to preserve the beauty of a world which had never been meant for corruption.
Now Rogerâs words seemed to suggest that she would have to face it all again.
No. Shuddering, she came back to herself. It was impossible. She was flinching at shadows, echoes. Rogerâs father was dead. There would be no second summons for her. The Land was Thomas Covenantâs doom, not hers. He had given his life for it, as he had for Joan, and so its enemy, the dark being known variously as a-Jeroth, the Grey Slayer, and Lord Foul the Despiser, had been defeated.
Trusting in that, Linden set aside her alarm and faced Covenantâs son.
Rogerâs implied threat she ignored. Instead she asked, âWhat do you mean, you have the âresourcesâ to take her place?â
âItâs simple,â Roger replied. He seemed to misunderstand her without being aware of it. âIâm twenty-one now. Iâm of age. Yesterday I inherited my fatherâs legacy.
âOf course,â he explained as if Linden might have forgotten, âhe left everything to my mother. Haven Farm. His royalties. But she was declared incompetent when she was committed here. Ms. Romanâyou know her, my fatherâs lawyerâhas been trustee of the estate. But now itâs all mine.â His smile hinted at self-satisfaction. âOnce Iâve persuaded you to release her, she and I will live on Haven Farm.
âSheâll like that. She and my father were happy there.â
Linden swallowed a groan. Thomas and Joan Covenant had lived on Haven Farm until his leprosy had been diagnosed. Then she had left him, abandoned him; divorced him to protect their son from his illness. No doubt she had believed that she was doing the right thing. Nevertheless the knowledge of her own frailtyâthe awareness that she had broken her vows when her husband had needed her mostâhad given the Despiser a foothold in her soul. Her shame was fertile soil for the seeds of despair and madness.
And when she had been deprived of every conscious impulse except the desire to taste her ex-husbandâs blood, Covenant had cared for her on Haven Farm until the end. The idea that Joan would âlikeâ living there again nearly brought tears to Lindenâs eyes.
And Roger had not answered her real question.
âThat isnât what I meant,â she insisted thickly. âYou said she told you to take her place if she failed. Now you have the resources do that.â
âDid I?â His smile remained expressionless. âYou must have misheard me. Now I can take your place, Dr. Avery. I have enough money to care for her. We have a home. I can afford all the help I need.
âShe isnât the only one who failed.â
Linden frowned to conceal a wince. She herself had failed Joan: she knew that. She failed all her patients. But she also knew that her failure was beside the point. It did nothing to diminish the value or the necessity of her chosen work.
And she was sure that she had not âmisheardâ Roger.
Abruptly she decided not to waste any more time questioning him. For all practical purposes, he was impervious to inquiry. And he had nothing to say that might sway her.
Surely he would leave when he had seen his mother?
Without challenging his falseness, she drew him forward again, toward Joanâs room.
Along the way, she explained, âThis is where we keep our more disturbed patients. They arenât necessarily more damaged or in more pain than the people downstairs. But they manifest violent symptoms of one form or another. Weâve had to keep your mother under restraint for the past year. Before thatââ
Linden temporarily spared herself more detail by pushing open Joanâs door with her shoulder and leading Roger into his motherâs