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skates. She placed her hand on top of his. Chino folded her hand into his and smiled to himself. He shook his head and stuck his leg straight out into the air.
    â€œSee these blades on the bottom? They just like razor blades. And I can work a razor blade blindfolded. When it come to blades and white shit, I’m the master. Don’t start panickingif the fiends see me out here cutting up and want to start bagging up this ice and shit.”
    â€œBoy, be quiet!” Pam stood up, held out her hand, and Chino clasped it. She gently pulled him up, and he began rocking back and forth and swinging his arms, trying to gain his balance. Pam wrapped her arms around him to keep him from falling. “Be careful!”
    Chino leaned in and kissed her. “Wheew! Works every time!”
    â€œBoy!” Pam pulled away. “I should push you down!”
    â€œFor stealing a kiss?” Chino shook his head, smiling. “Damn, you’re a hard one.”
    â€œCome on, hold my hand,” Pam said, leading him onto the ice in the rink.
    The Chiller was a popular indoor all-year-round ice-skating rink, and the perfect excuse for new couples to hold hands or wrap themselves around each other to prevent spills. The hot chocolate bar was always crowded with pairs of all ages warming up after a flirty four dozen trips around the rink.
    â€œWhoa!” Chino shouted, again thrashing his hands about, trying to gain his balance.
    â€œI’m not falling for that again,” Pam warned him.
    Chino fell on his behind, pulling her down to the ice with him.
    â€œChino!”
    â€œYou could have kept me from falling!”
    â€œI thought it was another one of your tricks to steal a kiss.”
    â€œLike this?” Chino said. He leaned in.
    â€œChino!” Pam softly called out his name and moaned. His kiss had her feeling moist in places. She didn’t want that, atleast, not yet. She wasn’t ready to take that big step in her life. She had held on to her virtue for sixteen years, and she wasn’t sure about giving it away. Since age fourteen, Pam had been pleasuring herself more and more with each passing year. She wanted to experience a man, but the fear was overwhelming. Especially with a boy she had just met . . . a boy like Chino. He was nice, and sweet, and cute, and funny, but still . . .
    She had heard moaning in bed one night and woke to find Tomiko’s ex-boyfriend on top of her roommate, handling his business. Tomiko sounded like the angels were beneath those covers blowing her like she was a trumpet. It was the first time she had ever had an orgasm listening to someone else make love. Tomiko told her that her ex, Daryl, had a dick like a brontosaurus bone. Who wanted something like that up inside them? Tomiko promised that it didn’t hurt, and that it felt good in places that she didn’t know existed until she had a stiff one up in her.
    Despite Tomiko’s guarantees, Pam still felt that she wasn’t ready. But still, Chino had her nipples swollen, as well as her labia. She had never had feelings like this for a boy. High school was all about the academics, and social activities with her girlfriends. Her mother and stepfather were protective, making sure that teenage boys weren’t on the agenda.
    Pam wondered if she was just caught up in being on her own in a new and thrilling city, with a boy who was two years older than her. He was more than just older too; he was completely independent and making it without a college education.
    She wanted to try having sex, but then again, she didn’t.Her mother had always told her that she would know when the time was right, and when she was ready to take that step. “Just make sure you protect yourself,” was the advice her mother had given. Damn, why couldn’t there be a manual that said, when this happens, do this. When you reach this age, you’re ready for this.
    â€œYou okay?” Chino asked.
    Pam