me?â
âYouâre all I have in this whole wide world right now. You, and of course, the Lord. Everybody else has forsaken me . . . turned their backs on me.â
Gabrielle looked long and hard at him. He was her father. How could she turn her own father away? Heâd confessed to being saved now. Heâd asked God to forgive Him and God had done that. Whether she was at a place to forgive him was yet to be determined. But if she turned him away, where would he go?
âOkay. You can stay the night,â she said. âTomorrow, weâll see where we go from there.â
Bennie smiled. âThank you. And God bless you for this. Glory to God, I thank You for hearing my cry! Thank You, Jesus for being true to Your Word.â He nodded toward Gabrielle. âIâll go out and get my bag.â He hurried out of the door and came back in quickly with one small suitcase.
âIâll show you to your room,â Gabrielle said, taking him to the bedroom the farthest away from all the other bedrooms. The house was full now; no more vacancies. Miss Crowe stayed with her often these days and had her own bedroom. Jasmineâs room was next to Gabrielleâs.
Bennie set his beat-up suitcase on the bed. He pulled out a small bag of potato chips. âIâm kind of hungry. I havenât eaten since they released me earlier today.â
âWeâre about to eat supper. Youâre welcome to join us if youâd like.â
He smiled. âBless you. Bless you. Iâd like that very much.â He nodded.
âThereâs a bathroom in your room there. Towels are already in it. Iâll see you downstairs in a few minutes.â She turned to walk out.
âGabrielle, thank you. I really appreciate this.â
âNo problem,â Gabrielle said, having turned back to him.
âOh, and Gabrielle?â
âYes?â
âI love you.â
Gabrielle nodded, then stepped into the hallway. She stopped midway down the hall, braced her back against the wall, and covered her face as she silently cried.
Chapter 4
He hath hedged me about, that I cannot get out: he hath made my chain heavy.
âLamentations 3:7
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D arius Connors was at the end of his rope. He and his wife, Tiffany, had been separated for close to five months now. Though admittedly, heâd been shocked when she took that extra step of having him legally put out of their house, heâd never had any real doubt when their troubles began that theyâd make their way back to resolving things just as theyâd always done. But her doing this (something totally out of character for her, by the way) made it more difficult for him to work his magic as heâd been able to do in the past.
Early on, Pastor Landris had offered him housing where he could have also received marital counseling while working things out with his wife. But heâd been adamant that there was no way he was going to reside in a place riddled with folks who had drug, alcohol, and who knew what other kinds of problems.
So for the months heâd been not only without a job but out of his house, heâd crashed at the homes of various folks, starting with his good friend Big Red, whoâd promptly put him out after only three weeks when it became apparent that Darius wasnât trying to find a job or make any sincere effort toward making things right with his wife and family. Darius contended that was more of Big Redâs wifeâs doing than Big Redâs.
It hadnât been that Darius wasnât trying to find a job, but the 2011 economy was proving to be not much better than 2010. As for his marriage, he was working on Tiffany, who he could tell was breaking down. If it hadnât been for the friends that surrounded her, she wouldnât have lasted a week with him out of the house. He knew that. Tiffany loved him; of that much he was certain.
But at this point, heâd exhausted all