phone.â Her hand went to cover her mouth, aware of the cold sore on her top lip.
âCan I have soya milk, but no sugar please?â Alice said as she sat down at the kitchen table and stared outside while Ida made coffee in silence. The back garden was more overgrown than ever and wild grass reached the handle of the French doors.
âLook I canât be bothered with excuses or anything, leave it, seriously, but while youâre here you can help me,â Alice said.
âOkay.â
âI know what youâre like, you enjoy being a victim, and youâll like to say I havenât consulted you, so I want you to help me plan.â
âOkay.â Ida lit her cigarette on the cooker and watched as Alice went to the dresser, where a penguin Ida had made at school still sat, her tiny thumb prints all over his beak. She opened a drawer and handed Ida a brochure.
âEco-coffins,â Ida read, âawesome.â
Alice sat and looked at her nails.
âItâs got to be a Manchester United one. Or one of these gold Egyptian things,â Ida said.
âIâm serious. Itâs up to you,â Alice said. âI was thinking a willow one. Anyway, she wanted to go to the Catholic graveyard obviously, itâll have to be the one in Charminster, and the funeral is on Tuesday at two â Father Patrickâs been so helpful. She always said she wanted to be buried as soon as possible, âthe way the Jews do itâ, but that was the earliest we could get. We have to sort out flowers and stuff and the wake â or whatever you call it âand whoâs going to stay here. Iâm letting Hendonâs, the funeral directors, take over most of it, I donât care how much it costs.â
Ida was still reading. âWait, we could get a plain cardboard one. It says here âsome relatives choose to personalise these coffins with meaningful messages and drawings,â she would have loved that. Ha! Sheâd haunt us for it.â
Alice put her hand over her eyes and Ida was surprised when she started laughing too. âGod, imagine. We could get Terri to paint on a poem sheâd written. Oh wait, Ida. You have to look at the card she sent. Itâs in the sitting room. Sheâs outdone herself.â
Ida put her cigarette out under the tap and sat down at the table.
Alice scrunched up her nose. âWhatâs going on with you Ida? Honestly. Youâve practically got fucking dreadlocks.â
Idaâs hand went to her scalp and it was true, the back part of her hair was forming ropes. âYou know my hairâs weird, this always used to happen when I was younger.â
Alice looked sceptical. âNot when you washed it.â
âOh for fuckâs sake. Can we not talk about this?â She paused. âWhere are you living now? Cornwall or wherever?â
âNo, not for years. I moved when I left uni. I live in London. West Dulwich.â
âDull-itch,â Ida laughed. âThatâs not London, is it?â
She noticed Aliceâs face. âOh, is it really? Sorry, I donât get out much. Well, donât leave Camden much anyway. It sounds like the countryside or something.â
Alice just looked at her.
âWhen did you get here?â Ida asked.
âIâve been here for ages on-and-off â months. You didnât know that? Didnât Da tell you? Fuck me.â She started to cry.
âJesus, Alice, I didnât know,â Ida said. âMy phone got cut off for a bitâ¦â
Over Aliceâs shoulder she was surprised to see a man standing in the kitchen doorway, a short, skinny, dark-haired man with a big wonky nose and jaw-length shaggy hair. He was wearing a navy Adidas tracksuit top and faded red boxers and hovering, seemingly unsure about whether to join them. Ida noticed a patch of wee on the front of his underpants.
âYes, I was here when she was crawling around and screaming