joined in a kiss with his lips; but why that sorrowful crease at the corners of the mouth? And why was the gaze in those intense eyes so sad? The entire face spoke of deep suffering; and Anna was moved and almost vexed by the humble and genuine kindness expressed by those features, and after that she felt a twinge of repulsion and disgust, when all at once she believed she had observed in the gaze of those eyes the same expression her own eyes had, whenever, thinking of her husband, she looked at herself in the mirror, in the morning, after arranging her hair.
She had barely enough time to thrust the portrait into her pocket: her husband appeared, fuming, on the threshold to the room.
âWhat have you been doing? The usual thing? Every time you come into this room to straighten up, you rearrange everything ... â
Then, seeing the unsheathed swordstick on the floor:
âHave you been fencing with the suits in the wardrobe?â
And he laughed that laugh of his which came only from the throat, as if someone had tickled him there; and, laughing in that fashion, he looked at his wife, as if asking her why he himself was laughing. As he looked, his eyelids constantly blinked with extreme rapidity against his sharp, black, restless little eyes.
Vittore Brivio treated his wife like a child capable of nothing but that ingenuous, exclusive and almost childish love with which he felt himself surrounded, frequently to his annoyance, and to which he had determined to pay attention only on due occasion, and even at those times displaying an indulgence partially mixed with light irony, as if he meant to say: âAll right, have it your way! For a while I too will become a child along with you: this, too, must be done, but letâs not waste too much time!â
Anna had let the old jacket in which she had found the portrait drop to her feet. He picked it up, piercing it with the point of the swordstick; then, through the garden window he called the young servant who also doubled as a coachman and was at that moment harnessing the horse to the cabriolet. As soon as the boy showed up, in his shirt sleeves, in the garden in front of the window, Brivio rudely threw the dangling jacket in his face, accompanying the handout with a: âTake it, itâs yours.â
âThis way, youâll have less to brush,â he added, turning toward his wife, âand to straighten up, I hope!â
And again, blinking, he uttered that stentorean laugh of his.
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On other occasions her husband had traveled out of the city, and not merely for a few days, also leaving at night like this time; but Anna, still extremely shaken by the discovery of the portrait on that very day, felt a strange fear of being left alone and wept when she said goodbye to him.
Vittore Brivio, in a great rush from fear of being late and evidently preoccupied with his business, reacted ill-manneredly to those uncustomary tears of his wife.
âWhat! Why? Come on now, come on now, thatâs so childish!â
And he left in hot haste, without even saying goodbye.
Anna jumped at the sound of the door that he closed behind him with force; she remained in the little room with the lamp in her hand and felt her tears growing cold in her eyes. Then she roused herself and hurriedly withdrew to her room, intending to go to bed at once.
In the room, which was already prepared, the little night light was burning.
âGo to bed,â Anna said to the maid who was waiting for her. âIâll take care of things myself. Good night.â
She extinguished the lamp, but instead of putting it on the shelf, as she usually did, she put it on the night table, with the feelingâactually against her willâthat she might need it later. She started to undress hastily, gazing fixedly at the floor in front of her. When her dress fell around her feet, it occurred to her that the portrait was there, and with acute vexation she felt herself being
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