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knew.
    Dixon has skinned many dozens and taken pictures.
    Dixon removed the testicles from eleven scrotums and inserted them through deep slits into the body of a heavy man, like cloves of garlic in a turning pig carcass. Dixon cooked him, but only ate the testicles, which he tore out with a rake. Dixon noted that cooking someone only slows movement and that when it cools the skin hardens like a carapace and only the fatty tissue beneath can move.
    Dixon has put an unborn into a newborn into a toddler into a child into a teenager into a medium-sized woman into a medium-sized man into a large woman into a large man into an obese woman into an obese man and bound the latter in bailer twine. He noted the movement inside was almost undetectable but the sounds coming from the layers were complex and loud.
    This is a partial list. I hate everything he has done since becoming a Seller.

bright spots.
    I find about twelve cedar planks in the garage. Sit and lift them to my nose one at a time, inhaling hungrily. These are old cedar, maybe even predating the orbit. Real sunlight made them. The effect is gorgeous. I am lifted into memories I’ve never had. Runnning down a dock and leaping into cold water. On a high ladder hanging a birdhouse. Lying in the bottom of a boat.
    X interrupts.
    “What’s up?”
    X stands. I bet he can’t be alone.
    “Check out this wood. Want to build something?”
    X hops down the step into the garage. I nod. He has just distinguished himself from the dead. The dead don’t hop. I give him the upturned bucket I’m sitting on and look at the narrow worktable. The smell of spruce. Faint though.
    “Let’s build something, man.”
    I turn to X sitting on the bucket. He is sniffing the cedar. His eyes are closed. It’s an instinctive thing to do, I guess. A natural hunger.
    “Ok. That’s fine with me.”
    I sit on the floor beside him and lift a plank to my nose.
    X opens his eyes and sees me pushing my face into the wood. X laughs.
    This makes my stomach roll over. It’s like an overly rich meal. I try to keep from throwing up. This is too good to lose.
    It isn’t easy getting out on the roof, let alone dragging what we need up there. I find a rope ladder in an upstairs closet. It’s part of a emergency fire escape kit. Flashlight and water and a blanket. I lean out a top floor window and hammer the ladder to the facia board. A bit startled to see a school bus stop at a house near the corner. A child leaves his mother at the end of the driveway and boards the bus. It’s easy to forget that everyone’s situation is different. Who knows what goes on in that house. On that bus. Or the school. I peer back through the window. X hasn’t seen it.
    We hand-ferry two sleeping bags and pillows up to the roof. And some sheets to hold us in. We’ll do this at the back of the roof so we can’t be seen. It’s a pretty simple, crude rig, the only drawback being the last time I did this was with Dixon in Daychopan about twenty-one years ago. Dix won’t think of it. We lay the bags and pillows out, then the sheets across. We nail the edges like a canvas stretched in a frame. X has had noticeably more life since the cedar and that’s good. I need the hands. Thought I might.
    We slip down into the bags and test the strength. It’s a steep roof so my body pulls pretty good, but I put the roofing nails in a tight stitch patter. Should hold. It’s not raining, which is rare and lucky, but that could change. We’ll be sleeping in rainwater barrels if it does. X is swallowed by his rig. I have to help him up. I show him how to keep his arms over and the bag from under his armpits to clip himself in. He follows instruction well. Damn cedar is helping us both, I think. The sun will go down soon. We lie still and look up at the sky.
    The sky.
    I stare into the sun sitting low. You can’t see them. One billion obstructions moving invisibly across the setting sun.There is usually cloud cover, but not tonight. The