dust.
âOkay, letâs tighten the breech plug.â Stone gave Shepard the wrench. âSixteen turns exactly,â Shepard said. He was sweating even in the bayâs chill, and he paused to wipe his forehead. âLetâs hope we donât get hit by lightning.â He put the wrench down and shifted onto his knees, picked up a circular plate. Hubcap, January thought. Stone connected wires, then helped Shepard install two more plates. Good old American know-how, January thought, goose pimples rippling across his skin like catâs paws over water. There was Shepard, a scientist, putting together a bomb like he was an auto mechanic changing oil and plugs. January felt a tight rush of rage at the scientists who had designed the bomb. They had worked on it for over a year down there in New Mexico, had none of them in all that time ever stopped to think what they were doing?
But none of them had to drop it. January turned to hide his face from Shepard, stepped down the bay. The bomb looked like a big long trash can, with fins at one end and little antennae at the other. Just a bomb, he thought, damn it, itâs just another bomb.
Shepard stood and patted the bomb gently. âWeâve got a live one now.â Never a thought about what it would do. January hurried by the man, afraid that hatred would crack his shell and give him away. The pistol strapped to his belt caught on the hatchway and he imagined shooting Shepardâshooting Fitch and McDonald and plunging the controls forward so that Lucky Strike tilted and spun down into the sea like a spent tracer bullet, like a plane broken by flak, following the arc of all human ambition. Nobody would ever know what had happened to them, and their trash can would be dumped at the bottom of the Pacific where it belonged. He could even shoot everyone and parachute out, and perhaps be rescued by one of the Superdumbos following them....
The thought passed and remembering it January squinted with disgust. But another part of him agreed that it was a possibility. It could be done. It would solve his problem. His fingers explored his holster snap.
âWant some coffee?â Matthews asked.
âSure,â January said, and took his hand from the gun to reach for the cup. He sipped: hot. He watched Matthews and Benton tune the loran equipment. As the beeps came in Matthews took a straightedge and drew lines from Okinawa and Iwo Jima on his map table. He tapped a finger on the intersection. âTheyâve taken the art out of navigation,â he said to January. âThey might as well stop making the navigatorâs dome,â thumbing up at the little Plexiglas bubble over them.
âGood old American know-how,â January said.
Matthews nodded. With two fingers he measured the distance between their position and Iwo Jima. Benton measured with a ruler.
âRendezvous at five thirty-five, eh?â Matthews said. They were to rendezvous with the two trailing planes over Iwo.
Benton disagreed: âIâd say five-fifty.â
âWhat? Check again, guy, weâre not in no tugboat here.â
âThe windââ
âYah, the wind. Frank, you want to add a bet to the pool?â
âFive thirty-six,â January said promptly.
They laughed. âSee, heâs got more confidence in me,â Matthews said with a dopey grin.
January recalled his plan to shoot the crew and tip the plane into the sea, and he pursed his lips, repelled. Not for anything would he be able to shoot these men, who, if not friends, were at least companions. They passed for friends. They meant no harm.
Shepard and Stone climbed into the cabin. Matthews offered them coffee. âThe gimmickâs ready to kick their ass, eh?â Shepard nodded and drank.
January moved forward, past Haddockâs console. Another plan that wouldnât work. What to do? All the flight engineerâs dials and gauges showed conditions were normal.