minutes. Each year he sent her a birthday card
and each year it arrived a week late.
She'd thus been surprised when last month, out
of the blue, he'd called and invited her to stay. He
had lived abroad for five years and this was the
first time he had suggested she come out.
'The season's all but over,' he'd said. 'Why not
get yourself a flight? You can stay in the dig house
and I can show you some of the sights.'
Her immediate reaction had been one of
concern. He was old, well into his seventies, and
had a weak heart, for which he was on constant
medication. Perhaps this was his way of saying his
health was failing and he wanted to make his
peace before the end. When she'd asked, however,
he'd insisted he was perfectly well and merely
thought it would be nice for father and daughter
to spend a bit of time together. It was unlike him
and she'd been suspicious, but in the end she'd
thought what the hell and booked a flight. When
she'd called to let him know when she'd be arriv-
ing he had seemed genuinely pleased.
'Splendid!' he had said. 'We'll have a fine old
time.'
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She sifted through the clothes on her bed, pick-
ing out the items she wanted and throwing them
into a large holdall. She felt like a cigarette, but
resisted the temptation. She hadn't smoked for
almost a year and didn't want to start again, not
least because if she could make the full twelve
months she stood to win a hundred pounds from
Jenny. As she always did when the urge came upon
her, she fetched an ice cube from the freezer and
sucked that instead.
She wondered whether she should have bought
her father a present, but there wasn't time now
and, anyway, even if she had got him something he
almost certainly wouldn't like it. She remembered
the acute disappointment of Christmases as a child
when she would plan for weeks what to give him,
only for him to open her carefully chosen gift,
mumble a half-hearted 'Lovely, dear. Just what I
wanted,' and then disappear into his paper again.
She'd get him some duty-free whisky and a Times,
and perhaps some aftershave, and that would have
to do.
Throwing a few last odds and ends into the bag,
she went into the bathroom and took a shower.
Part of her was dreading the trip. She knew they'd
end up arguing, however hard they tried to avoid
it. At the same time she couldn't help feeling
excited. It was a while since she'd last been abroad
and if things got really bad she could always
take off on her own for a few days. She wasn't a
kid any more, dependent on her father. She could
do whatever she wanted. She increased the heat
of the shower and threw her head back so that
the water slashed against her breasts and stomach.
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She began humming to herself.
Afterwards, having locked all the windows, she
stepped outside with her holdall and slammed the
door behind her. It was dark now and a light
drizzle had begun to fall, making the pavements
glow under the streetlights. Normally this sort of
weather depressed her, but not this evening.
She checked her passport and flight tickets, and
set off towards the station, smiling. In Cairo,
apparently, the temperature was up in the eighties.
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4
CAIRO
'It's time to close up for the night, little one,' said
old Ikhbar. 'Time for you to go home, wherever
that might be.'
The girl stood motionless, playing with her hair.
Her face was dirty and a dribble of snot glistened
beneath her nose.
'Off you go,' said Iqbar. 'You can come and help
me tomorrow if you want.'
The girl said nothing, just stared at him. He
took a step towards her, limping heavily, his
breath coming in gasps.
'Come on now, no games. I'm an old man and
I'm tired.'
The shop was getting dark. A single bare light
bulb cast a weak glow, but in the corners the
shadows were thickening. Heaps of bric-a-brac
sunk slowly into the gloom, as though into water.
From outside came the honking of a moped horn
and the sound of someone