precise instructions, which it doesnât obey at first. He has to tell his body not to swim, something his brain doesnât understand, no; he has to tell it to move his arms and legs as if they were blades.
As he moves forward, he wonders how it is possible his eyes havenât been burned. His lips are cut and contact with the salty water stings. How far is it? A mile? Maybe less. Definitely less. How is it possible? Heâs sure that there was no island or islet on the nautical map. Or he didnât remember it . . . but thatâs impossible . . . there was nothing but water.
And then experience, knowledge, and reality make an appearance and Dr. Prendel, dying, realizes that the time for hallucinations has come, little time is left to him before he loses his senses and he can stop struggling. And this thought tires, and at the same time, relaxes him.
He stops swimming and loses consciousness.
Later, completely disorientated, the first incongruity that occupies Mathew Prendelâs mind is the thought, just as he feels the roughness of the damp sand against his face, that he doesnât know if he is alive. It is pitch-black night, and he doesnât know if being alive is a stroke of luck either. He remembers the salty hell of the last few hours. How he has managed to arrive at a beach is unknown. It wasnât a mirage.
With an effort he drags himself along. He moves away from the water. Once again, he loses consciousness.
* * *
The next thing Dr. Prendel feels is someoneâs hands holding his head. Although he doesnât have the strength to open his eyes, the doctor knows it is day by the light reaching him through his closed eyelids. The other person tries to give him water to drink. Prendel is frightened. Where is he?
âDrink, drink,â the person tells him. He speaks his language. âYouâll survive,â he says. âDonât worry. Youâll survive. Drink.â
Will he survive?
Dr. Prendel drinks. Very slowly. He is no longer thirsty. Or he doesnât feel it. He only wants to sleep. Forever. In fact, when he has drunk a little, the voice says, âRest.â Afterwards he hears some footsteps moving away, then nothing.
He doesnât wake until night. He opens his eyes. Itâs difficult to focus. The first thing he sees is the fire beside him. Then a man. He deduces that this is the man who saved him. He hears the sound of the waves nearby. He lifts his head a little and checks that, in fact, the shore is just a few feet away. Prendel is covered with a jacket. He has dry clothes and feels warm. He throws the cover off. He tries to sit up but fails. He is very weak. He remains lying on the ground.
âMy name is Nelson Souza,â the otherâs voice sounds in the darkness. Prendel guesses that he is a white man. Against Prendelâs wishes, this fact unsettles him. âYou should eat and drink something. Here.â He passes him a cup of water. And something solid. âItâs fish,â he tells him.
Prendel accepts; heâs too weak to ask or question anything. He drinks anxiously; now he is thirsty. Then he eats. The fish is hard and rubbery.
âThank you.â His voice surprises him: he hasnât heard it for many hours. It comes out weak. âWhere are we?â he asks. Now, he sits up little by little. He feels sick. He feels strange. Shouldnât he be dead?
âOn a tiny island in the middle of the Atlantic,â the man answers. âSoutheast of the Gulf of Guinea.â
Prendel thinks thatâs impossible.
âWe canât be,â he says.
Souza doesnât answer. Now he is pouring a hot drink, in the same cup as before.
Prendel looks around him, but canât manage to make anything out. Perhaps some shadows. The worst has passed; nevertheless, he is uneasy.
âAre you from here?â Prendel asks Souza.
âAs much from here as you are.â
âSo itâs deserted, the