and takusan jet time.
âBut, you know,â one of them said, âheâs not too good at, well, at judging the space-time relationship in the air. Do you know what I mean?â
âNot exactly.â
âWhat Iâm trying to say is that he canât fly.â
âHe wonât fight, either. I donât know which is worse.â
âThe son of a bitch. And I get scheduled with him almost every time he goes on a mission.â
âHe wonât be around much longer.â
âI donât know. Heâll never get shot down, though; Iâm sure of that.â
Imil was slowly doubling an empty can with one hand, not paying much attention to it as he did.
âHeâs a little different,â he told Moncavage, âmaybe not always ready to tell you how good he is, but take it from me. After a few weeks, when he gets a taste of things, youâll see.â
âHe looks competent enough, Iâll say that.â
Imil laughed. He tossed the folded can to the floor.
âDonât strain yourself,â he said.
âItâs an observation, thatâs all.â
âMy bet is he has a MIG before you do.â
âI donât know about that,â Moncavage answered quickly.
Imil glanced down at him, a head shorter and lightly built.
âThat bothers you, eh?â
âIâve been away from flying for a while,â Moncavage began, âI donât deny it. . . .â
âWhat are you trying to say?â
âIf itâs something youâd like to bet on . . .â
Imil slapped his shoulder jovially.
âYouâre coming along. I wanted to see what youâd say.â
âDonât worry about me.â
âYouâll be all right. Just make sure you keep a good wingman with you, thatâs all,â Imil grinned.
Moncavage was silent. Heâd only had the group for a short time. He knew he wasnât trusted yet and was working to overcome that. Vaguely heâd begun to fear that he never would. Imil commanded the wing in a heavy-handed way. He never hesitated to intercede in group matters. Moncavage resented that. It was going to be a long, defensive struggle for him to come into real command. He knew he wasnât stronger than Imil, but he felt he was smarter.
âMake sure heâs a flight commander pretty quick,â Imil said. âHe can work on up from there.â
Moncavage said nothing. You run the wing, and Iâll run the group, he thought to himself. Heâd rehearsed the phrase before. He nodded in agreement though. He wished he had started calling Imil, a fellow colonel not three years older, Dutch, from the beginning. That, he realized, would have made things better. It was too late now. Self-consciousness had set in. He was even feeling uncomfortable about his trim, soldierly appearance as
contrasted with Imilâs, which, while not sloppy, was tough and bearish. He watched as Imil took a last drink of beer and began to crush another can.
As it grew late, the party seemed to intensify. It was going stronger, with the room more crowded, if that was possible, than it had been earlier. Cleve finally left about midnight.
Outside, it had started to snow. Through the darkness swirled a white mist of flakes too delicate to stick to anything. They brushed against his face and made the air seem fresher to breathe. As he walked along the road back to his room, he could hear the subdued sound of singing all the way. When the door slammed behind him, though, the sudden quiet was overwhelming. He sat down on his cot and untied his shoes. He was tired. Somehow, he had the feeling of Christmas away from home, stranded in a cheap hotel, while the snow fell silently through the night, making the streets wet and the railroad tracks gleam.
3
He was assigned to a squadron. He had to go through a brief training program that involved three or four flights behind the lines, mostly to practice the
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