feeble.â
âWhatâre you, a surfing critic?â she demanded.
âI used to surf in high school,â he said. âThey have surf in Miami, you know.â
âI thought you played football.â
âThe two sports arenât mutually exclusive.â
âI never said they were.â Samantha kicked at the sand.
The spray hit Markâs freshly shined shoes and sifted into his socks. âThank you for that.â
âMy pleasure.â She started to laugh. Almost in slow motion, her face crumpled. Finally she rasped out, âItâs early menopause.â
So that was the bad news. âBecause of the radiation and chemo?â
She nodded. âNora advises against fertility treatments. She says theyâd be hazardous.â
âI concur,â Mark said.
Fresh tears tracked after the ones that had dried in the breeze. âI didnât realize how much I counted on having children. On going through the whole experience of pregnancy.â
He checked the impulse to point out that she could adopt. You didnât console a woman whoâd lost a child by telling her she could have more, and, in a sense, thatâs what had happened to Samantha. Heâd learned from his patientsthat the child in a womanâs dreams might seem almost as real to her as a baby sheâd held in her arms.
How ironic that, despite his medical expertise, he had nothing to offer. Except comfort.
Mark moved to her rock and slid his arm around her. When Samâs head drifted to his shoulder, he brushed a kiss across her hair.
She nestled closer, the scent of springtime enveloping him for a sweet instant before the breeze whipped it away. He couldnât resist tracing the delicate straightness of her nose with his lips, and when she blinked up at him, his mouth closed instinctively over hers.
The warmth drew him in, tantalizing against the cool air. This might be crazy, but Mark yielded to the longing to pull her onto his lap. She shifted readily, clinging to him, answering his kisses with a flick of tongue and a soft moan.
He felt himself stirring, coming alive, wanting Sam in a way heâd never allowed himself before. He lifted his head, breathing fast, and then touched his forehead to hers.
Although he wasnât sure about the wisdom of proceeding with such a combustible relationship, they could hardly deny their attraction. And they were both adults. âWe should get together after work. Figure out where to go from here.â
âWhere to go?â Sam drew back, a pucker forming between her eyebrows.
âI didnât mean literally. I meantâ¦â Grim reality slapped Mark, along with a fresh blast of wind. How could he have forgotten about Chandraâs call? âWait. Before we discuss anything personal, I have a piece of news.â
âHit me with it,â Sam replied, sounding more like her usual tart self. âMaybe thatâll bring us both to our senses.â
Unfortunately, he reflected, it was more likely to bring them to the point of open warfare. âItâs about the clinicâ¦â
Chapter Three
Samantha couldnât believe what she was hearing. Yet despite her dismay, she felt conflicted and uncertain. Where was the instantaneous flare of anger that should have powered her into action?
Sheâd worked hard to bring this counseling service to reality. While she admired her parentsâ devotion to the poor of another country, there were people hurting in this affluent area, too. Women in abusive relationships who needed someone to talk to, as well as confused teenagers and former foster children who lacked survival skills. They couldnât afford to pay and often shrank from paperwork and bureaucracies.
The Serra Clinic was unusually informal and flexible, using peer counselors who empathized with their clients. Right now, it depended entirely on volunteers, but Sam had hoped to raise funds and find sponsors so
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