again, Mr. Connors. Thatâs the last time we accept that. You are now a danger to yourself and others. Hurling large heavy objects.â
âYeah, whatâre you going to do, toss me out? Great, make my day.â
âWe move you to another room on the top floor. Up where we put the people throw things. Itâs real quiet up there. The drugs, they work better in the altitude.â
âWe had a deal.â
âThere isnât any deal, Mr. Connors. We got rules and this is the third time, and thatâs all the strikes you get.
âI got an excuse. Iâve been under a lot of pressure since I lost my daughter.â
âYou didnât lose nobody.â
âShe was murdered in a robbery yesterday or day before. The cops came.â
âYour daughter just left, Mr. Connors. She brought you some new books and she took away the old ones. Thatâs what she told me.â
âWhat?â
âShe was in a hurry. I think you upset her, the way youâre talking lately.â
âShe took my book? Varla and the retired hitman.â
âI donât know any Varla, but yeah, she took four books with her, left those on the table over there.â
âShit, I wasnât through with that book. It was just getting interesting.â
âThatâs nice. Now itâs time for your pills. Letâs go now, be a big boy today.â
âMy daughterâs alive?â
âShe looked alive to me. Thatâs a pretty woman. Nice shape to her, too.â
âWatch it, kid. My daughterâs not into that stuff.â
âCould have fooled me. Sheâs a looker that one. Everybody stops what theyâre doing she comes around. Including me. I about dropped a bedpan.â
Javi left and Little Mo sat at the small table and looked out at the trees. The books were sitting there, a stack of them. Something different with these. He could smell them. He leaned close. Musty. And they had price stickers on them. Used, two dollars. Discounted hardbacks. His daughter was going cheap on him.
He pushed the stack over, let them tumble onto the tabletop.
Four books. Every one of them with a babe on the cover. Juicy pictures. Fishnet stockings, garter belt, kimonos half open, breasts spilling out.
Old books.
He leaned close and inhaled them. Reminded him of somewhere. It took him a long time, he wasnât sure how long, smelling them and trying to remember until he had it. A library. A half dark library. Not a big city library. Somewhere out in the sticks. An older gentleman behind the desk stamping books for a young girl.
âI like mysteries,â the little girl said.
âOh, so do I,â the man said. He stamped her books and passed them to her. âNothing like a good murder to pass the time, fill up the hours.â
âTheyâre scary,â the girl said. âI like that. Give me goosebumps.â
âMe too. Scary is fun.â
âMy mom doesnât like me to read. Thinks itâs a waste of time. Nobody gets ahead that way, nose in a book.â
âYour mommy is an idiot.â
The girl took the books into her arms like loaves of bread.
âIâll tell her you said that.â
âPlease do. Tell her Mo Connors thinks sheâs an idiot.â
âI will. Iâll tell her that.â
Did he read that somewhere, a character in a story? He wasnât sure.
He opened one of the books, went to the back and there was an envelope pasted to the back cover. Raybun West Virginia Central Library. He looked at the other books. All from the same place, Raybun.
Little Mo went out to the front desk.
âI need to use a phone,â he told the nurse. Black woman named Hazel.
âYou donât have a cell phone, Mr. Connors?â
âWould I be asking to use the phone if I did?â
âNo reason to get nasty.â
âYou think that was nasty? You donât know from nasty.â
âIâll have to