mouth.â
âOh, really?â
Now I donât know why chicks stay testing me. I swear I think itâs something in the air. Oh wait. Maybe itâs this pretty face. Or these light brown eyes that almost look hazel when the sun hits them. Oh, no. Thatâs not it. Itâs gotta be the silky hair that stays flyâthanks to the Dominican spot I go to over on One Hundred and Forty-ninth and Amsterdam Avenue in New York. Uh, maybe, itâs this small waist that has âem all gagginâ on hater juice. Whatever! All I know is, where Iâm from, you donât step up in a chickâs face and pop noise. You got beef, you swing and take her face off. Period, point blank. Iâma feel real sorry for her if sheâs dumb enough to let these nondescript chicks gas her into gettinâ a beatdown. Sheâs real lucky. âCause if this was last year, I swear she wouldnât still be standing. Sheâd be dropped to the ground and Iâd be standing up over her body stomping her lights out. But Iâm tryna change. Tryna be the better person. New school, new beginnings . . . whatever!
Point is, I miss Brooklyn!
I miss Flatbush Avenue.
I miss Fulton Street.
I miss Fort Greene Park.
I miss my old high school.
I miss my girls, Stacy, Jalanda, and Tre.
I miss the hustle ânâ bustle of the streets. Brooklyn at night is live ânâ poppinâ.
At my old school, I was that hot chick on deck. I still am. But these hookers and hoes here donât know that, yet . They too busy hatinâ and throwinâ shade. But trust. Theyâll get the memo. And when they do, theyâll know, like they did at Fashion High, that Iâm that mad sexy chickâthe fly girl who stays dipped in all the fly wears. The one who keeps all the boys following behind her like lost puppies, eating outta the palm of her hands. Yeah, that chick.
At my old school, chicks wanted to be me!
And all the dudes wanted to have me!
And I had âem all running around in circles.
Now look at me. My life is ruined.
Over!
Iâm so pissed. Why my mom felt the need to move across the river will never, ever, make sense to me. If she wanted to get away from my father, she coulda moved uptown somewhere. Heck, she coulda even moved waaaay out to Queens, or out on Long Island. She had a choice of five boroughs. And all she had to do is pick one. Then Iâd still be in New York. But, nooooo. She wanted out. Out of her life with my father. Out of New York. And she just had to drag me across the bridgeâwell, through the tunnelâwith her. Just had to disrupt my whole life . . . scratch that, my whole world, and move to corny Jersey.
Now here I am . . . !
First day of school with chicks slick talking when I walk by. Guys either tryna holla or eyeballing me all reckless and whatnot. And now I gotta deal with this chick standing here practically begging for these hands upside her head. I look her up and down, then dead in her face, letting her know ainât no punk standing here. Still, Iâm not gonna toss shade and say sheâs ugly âcause sheâs not. I mean, sheâs not as fine or as fly as me , but sheâs still kinda cute. I guess. And Iâm not gonna hate on her shape âcause sheâs definitely holding her own. But her body isnât banginâ like mine. And her hair . . . mmmph. Well, mine is real. Hers, a straight-up nightmare! Horrid!
âYes, really,â she snaps, narrowing her eyes. âYouâd better buy a vowel and get a clue, sweetie.â
I tilt my head. âExcuse you? Have we met?â
She twists her lips up. âNo, we havenât met, trick. Iâm the Welcome Committee. Here to warn you that if you even think about going after my man, Iâm gonna welcome you to a beatdown, boo.â
Two of the girls in her fan club start laughing. I cut my eyes over at them, then back at Miss Ghetto. âOkay, so Iâve