party.â
â Please donât tell Dad,â Eric begs her. âI know I should have called, and I should have brought the car home, but, likeâheâll flip out if he hears this.â
His mom doesnât say anything for a beat or two. She just studies Ericâs face, like a judge mulling the death penalty. Eric holds her gaze and tries to look sorry.
Finally, his mom sighs. âI guess itâs better that you didnât drive drunk,â she says. âWhat your dad doesnât know wonât hurt him.â
Eric hugs his mom. âI swear, it wonât happen again.â
âItâs normal to blow off steam,â his mom says. âYou worked so hard this year; Iâm glad youâre out with your friends. Just be careful you donât go overboard, okay?â
Eric pours himself a glass of water. Drinks it, and feels a million times better already.
âI wonât go overboard,â he tells his mom. âI learned my lesson, I swear.â
39.
Itâs not exactly a lie.
(Ericâs hungover as hell.)
(He thinks heâs through with partying.)
(Heâs thinks heâs going to spend the summer BEING RESPONSIBLE and LIVING UP TO EXPECTATIONS.)
(He thinks heâs going to be the perfect Connelly Man.)
Holy shit, is he wrong.
40.
Nobody at Capilano knows anything about the Suicide Pack. Thereâs, like, a whole cottage industry sprung up in the wake of Callum Fulchrestâs personal fiasco, every kid in town trying to figure out whoâs behind that mysterious Vine.
But nobody claims credit. Nobody steps forward.
(There isnât even anything in the news about the Fulchrestsâ stolen Basquiat. And that doesnât seem right.)
(I mean, it sounds like a big deal, doesnât it? A million-dollar painting stolen. A whole school full of suspectsâitâs like the inciting incident in a shitty movie.)
But thereâs nothing in the news. No police come to take Ericâs statement. Nobodyâs talking about the missing Basquiatânot in public, anyway. But everyone from Cap High is talking about the Suicide Pack on Kik.
But SuIcIdEpAcK stays silent.
And nobody else has any answers.
41.
Jordan doesnât message Eric. They never set up a tutoring session. Eric figures he was right; Jordan was just trying to make him feel better.
Trying to let him down easy.
It hurts, but, you know, it is what it is.
(Anyway, Connelly Men donât have time for romance.)
(Especially not with Harrison Grantâs kid.)
Eric feels like maybe, just maybe, heâs been spared something. Likeâmaybe this is a good thing?
42.
Ericâs dad comes home. He doesnât find out about the party.
Eric sweats out his hangover for the rest of the weekend. Picks his courses for first semester and downloads the textbooks. Eric shows his dad his schedule.
Intro to Political Systems.
International Relations.
Elements of Political Theory.
Statistics.
American Literature.
(âI needed an arts elective,â Eric tells his dad.)
Ericâs dad purses his lips together and frowns. âHmm,â he says, in that way that tells Eric he should already be taking, I dunno, Advanced Corporate Litigation and, like, How to Be President When Youâre Only Seventeen.
âHmm.â
43.
Anyway.
Monday comes, and Eric goes back to the law firm. He goes back to the little room with the really old computer, and he spends the next eight hours inputting data from the stacks of paper files.
He does this on Tuesday.
He does this on Wednesday.
He does this on Thursday.
He does not pass Go. He does not collect $200. He does not have any fun.
He is the model of the perfect Connelly Man.
44.
And thatâs all that matters, right?
You start young. You build your future instead of farting aroundâ
(or so Ericâs dad is always saying).
Short-term pain, long-term gain.
Etc.
Still, Eric drives past the beach every night
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