care?â
âI care,â he said.
âThatâs what I thought.â
I knew I had him. He was all mine. He wasnât going to be handing out any awkward orders. The Gallacellans could do their own dirty work and Charlot could have an apoplectic fit. Too bad.
We stared at each other for just a little longer. Then he looked down, and stirred his coffee slowly. The cup was half empty.
âAre you coming back to the doctor?â he asked.
âMaybe,â I said.
âYou want me to leave you alone?â he asked.
âWhatâs the use? No sooner would you be back at the Swan than someone else would be out here to have a heart-to-heart.â
âThey care, you know,â he said.
âI know,â I told him.
âReckless fools or not,â he added, almost below his breath.
âI donât think I could stand a man-to-man talk with Johnny just now,â I said. âIt would be a mite too wearing. And as for....â
âAll right,â he said, âall right.â He picked up the cup and drained it to the dregs. He stood up.
âWell,â he said. âAre you coming back to see the doctor or arenât you?â
I guessed so. I stood up.
âHe might invalid me out,â I said, ruminatively. âWhat a tragedy. A great career nipped in the bud. Nothing so pathetic as a grounded starman.â
But it was really a sour and bitter joke, and I didnât like it much.
We went back together, through the cold, shiny night.
We met a low-caste Gallacellan at the gateway to the shipyards, and I looked at him, wondering if it might be Ecdyon, and whether I ought to say hello if it might be. But he ignored us, so we followed the same policy.
The lights were still blazing inside the Swan , and Charlot was hovering in the corridor, obviously wanting to say something. I was tempted to pretend to be a Gallacellan and walk past him without the slightest tremor of recognition, but I couldnât make it. We paused to let him have his say.
âStylaster said before he left that he hopes you make a complete recovery,â Charlot told me.
âWell,â I said, âthat might be very nice of him. On the other hand, it might not. Did he happen to say why he expressed such a kindly interest in my well-being?â
âThe doctor is waiting for you,â Charlot said, without much trace of expression.
âNow there,â I said, âwe are on safer ground. I know why he shows a kindly interest. He wants his fee.â
âYou need sleep,â said Charlot. Out of the corner of my eye I could see Captain delArco nodding puppet-like agreement. Well, so what? I did need sleep.
âWeâll meet again in the morning,â said Charlot. âWe need a long talk about the near future.â
âLocal morning or real morning?â I asked him. We hadnât been on Iniomi long, and the time change had been an awkward one.
âIâll have you roused when weâre ready,â he said.
âFine.â
âOne more thing.â
âYes?â
âDonât wander off like that again. The regulations state....â
This time I had no difficulty at all in forgetting he was there and going about my business. But even as I went back to my cabin, I knew that the affair wasnât settled yet by any means. Charlot was going to fight for this one. Tooth and claw.
CHAPTER THREE
I woke up in the morning without anyone having to come to rouse me. I was in no hurry to seek out my fellow crew members and hasten the painful post mortem on the events of the previous day. I made myself look human, and began the somewhat lengthier task of making myself feel human again, and I waited for the knock on my door. It seemed to be a long time coming, and when it did come, it was not who I expected.
It was, in fact, the Gallacellan Ecdyon. He introduced himself formally but I could tell by his clothes that he wasnât Stylaster, and so
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