softened. It seemed, actually, that her whole expression softened. Heâd have thought about that more, about how she seemed to glow from the inside, just with saying the girlâs name, but then he got distracted byâby her.
She was absolutely stunning when she wasnât looking as though she had just sucked on a lemon. And her figure really was lovelyâshapely, but not excessive. As though there were secrets to discover underneath that drab gown, hidden curves and soft skin and unknown territory to explore.
But he had no business exploring his childâs governess.
âWhat about Rose? You need to tell me if there is a problem with theâwith my daughter.â As he spoke, he felt his chest tighten. My daughter . Heâd only just met his child, had spent barely an hour with her, but he already knew how it felt not to be wanted, and no matter what, he didnât want that for her.
Miss Lily shook her head, her lips curling into a slight smile. âNo, there is no problem with her, as you say. She is a lovely girl. I merely wished to discuss how you wished me to proceed.â A pause, then a more hesitant tone. âYou said she has just arrived?â
They were both still standing. If they were to engage in any kind of lengthy conversation, heâd be damned if heâd conduct it standing up. With a servant, no less.
Although from what he knew about them, governesses inhabited an odd purgatory-like existence within a householdânot lowly enough to be comfortable among the other servants, but certainly not part of the family.
Ah. No wonder Thompson had been even more rigid than usual. He needed to ensure the new governess knew her place. Thompson was likely
irked that his employer didnât seem to knowâor even care aboutâhis place. Both in terms of his physical living quarters and his position.
He really would have to get around to redecorating one of these days.
âDo sit down,â he said, gesturing to one of the chairs. He grabbed one that had fallen sideways and righted it, then straddled it backward. Heâd found that was the most comfortable way to sit, the chairs being as uncomfortable as they were ugly.
The governess had no such option regarding the way she sat, of course, and lowered herself into the chair heâd indicated, smoothing her skirts and clasping her hands in her lap. At last, when it seemed she was settled to her liking, she looked up at him.
The directness with which she regarded him felt like she knew things about him, knew things he didnât even know. It felt prickly, like wearing a rough shirt, or attending church when one had no right to be there.
He hadnât done either thing in years, but he still recalled how it felt.
There was a long silence, until at last he realized it was his place to speak. In purgatory or not, no servant would begin a conversation when not specifically invited to. That road would lead straight to hell. Or unemployment.
âHave you had a chance to review what might be needed for her?â He made his tone as confident as he could, even though he was entirely unaccustomed to not knowing the answers. Or even to asking questions. This event, this arrival of a child
who was shorter than the top of the execrable escritoire, was going to irrevocably change him. For better or for worse remained to be seen.
âI assume, Your Grace, that since this is the first child youâve had living hereâit is, correct?â she asked, the slight promise of a frown flitting across her face, as though she worried he was in the habit of collecting stray children. âI assume that we will need everything. Will you need an itemized list?â She tilted her head and her eyes narrowed in thought. âThere will be papers, and pens, and chalk, andââ
âFine, fine,â Marcus said, interrupting. âWhatever you deem necessary. I donât need to hear the details. Just have the
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