coarse. âThat night you werenât, lady. In fact, I really believed I had a full-blooded woman on my hands. Instead, I discover youâre a cowardly little girl. But thatâs okay. You were still the best lay Iâve ever had.â
Tears filled her eyes. âYouâre being crude on purpose.â
âIâm a trucker, sweetheart. Weâre all crude. Havenât you heard that?â
She turned away from the taunt in his eyes. With her back to him she transferred Bartholomew to the other breast.
âSo tell me.â He ran a finger up her spine over the damp material of her thin cotton blouse and she shivered. âWhat brings you to Arizona? Got a hunger for some of that trucker loving?â
She fought down her rage so that she wouldnât frighten Bartholomew again. âIf my hands were free, Iâd slap your face for suggesting that,â she snapped.
âThat isnât the reason you flew all the way out here? Shucks, Iâm just a dumb trucker, so I canât imagine any other reason. You donât need money, and you donât want my name. What else could you be after besides my body?â
âWill you stop that?â she hissed.
âListen, Ms. Drake, and listen good. Youâve just stepped off that plane with my baby and announced that everyone thinks his daddy is some sperm-bank donor. You just lost the right to dictate to me! Now tell me what you came for and save us both some time. Then I can put you on the next plane to New York and get on with my life.â
She shuddered. If sheâd thought he would react in the easy, civilized way her other male friends might have, sheâd sadly miscalculated. In her heart sheâd known what to expect, though. A man who could love with such thoroughness could hate just as thoroughly. She kept her back to him and took a deep breath. âI need to know something about your familyâs medical history. An incident with a friend of mine convinced me thatâs itâs irresponsible of me to raise Bartholomew without knowing if heâs genetically predisposed to any life-threatening diseases.â
âIâm surprised you didnât send me a form to fill out.â
Sheâd thought of it. âI was afraid youâd ignore a form.â Or barrel back to New York and confront her. âAlso it seemed a little...cold.â
âReally? So instead, you traipse out here, dangle my son in front of me while you get your information and whisk him away again. Youâre all heart, Amanda.â
Amanda gritted her teeth and prayed for the strength to get the information she needed without killing the man who possessed it. âIâve tried to handle this so that itâs best for all of us. Someday you might even realize that.â
âI assume you didnât tell anyone the real reason you decided to come out to Arizona, then,â he said.
âI said I needed a vacation and Iâd heard good things about this guest ranch.â
His dry laugh held no humor. âYour friends and family must be even dumber than I am to fall for that one. An Arizona ranch in July? With a baby?â
âIâve always had a fascination with the West. My maternity leave isnât up for another two weeks, and the agency suggested I take a little trip. My mother thought I should go to Colorado instead, but I told her I wanted to see one of those giant cactus with the arms, like the one they have back at the airport.â She remembered the name sheâd been trying to think of. âSaguaros.â
âYou pronounce the name with a silent g,â he corrected.
âOh.â
His voice gentled. âBut I said it wrong when I first got here, too.â
Bartholomewâs tug at her nipple grew gradually weaker. Amanda eased him away from her breast and refastened her clothing before holding him against her shoulder and patting his back. Soon his burp came, loud as a
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