you can send a letter to the agency.â
âScared, Amanda?â
Her pulse raced. âOf what?â
His knowing smile, this time including his dimple, was the only answer required.
âOf course not!â
Chase opened his door. âThen letâs strap the baby in the infant seat and start out to the ranch. Along the way, Iâll show you a few saguaros.â
3
B ARTHOLOMEW SLEPT the entire ride to the ranch, leaving Amanda free to gawk at the unfamiliar countryside. And gawk she did. Used to the gentle slopes of the Adirondacks, she stared in amazement at the rough-hewn peaks of the Santa Catalina Mountains towering above Tucson. The route to the True Love curved around the backside of the range, and by the time Chase had guided the van onto a dirt road marked True Love Guest Ranch, Amanda had seen enough saguaros and other prickly plants to last her a lifetime. She had the urge to encase Bartholomew in a suit of armor to protect his soft baby skin from the bristling terrain.
Chase drove in silence, his expression as austere as the landscape. If she didnât so desperately want the information about his family, sheâd consider calling a cab when she arrived at the ranch and returning to the airport. His question about whether there were any other men in her life made her wonder if he had ideas of renewing their sexual relationship. If so, heâd be disappointedâshe had no intention of letting that happen. Or maybe he just wanted a little more time with Bartholomew. She could hardly deny him that, considering her request for his medical background, but she hoped he wouldnât become too attached to the baby.
The van jounced over a pothole in the dirt road and Chase muttered a curse under his breath.
âIs it your back?â she asked, recalling belatedly that a couple of months ago heâd been in a hospital bed.
âNo. I didnât want to wake the baby,â he said.
She was unexpectedly touched. âDonât worry. Heâll probably sleep until the van stops. How is your back?â
âNot bad.â
She decided to press the point. âBut you gave up your truck-driving career because of your back, didnât you?â
He nodded. âThe physical therapists said it would be at least a year before I could get through a day without pain, and the doctors doubted Iâd ever go back to trucking. But Iâve had a sort of miracle cure out here. Four weeks ago, I started riding, and now, on a good day, I can stay in the saddle for several hours.â
It wasnât hard to picture him galloping through this rugged country. The role suited him in the same way driving a powerful 18-wheeler had, and both images stirred her sexually. But sheâd already indulged herself in the fantasy once, and the price had been high. Indulging again could threaten her whole way of life. âI imagine the climate would help a bad back.â She lifted her hair to let the air-conditioning find the nape of her neck.
He glanced at her, and his gaze warmed. She remembered too late that heâd once commented on that gesture, calling it âdamn sexy.â Self-conscious, she released the weight of her hair to her shoulders. She hadnât meant to be provocative. She didnât want him to want her.
âThe warm weather helps,â Chase said after a moment. âAnd the head wrangler, Leigh Singleton, well, she has some amazing massage techniques.â
âOh.â The jolt of jealousy that hit Amanda caught her completely off guard. She had no right to those kinds of emotions. And they were a dangerous sign that she might have been fooling herself about why sheâd come to Arizona. âYouâre lucky to have found someone like that,â she said.
âLeigh is a fascinating woman. I never believed in psychics or natural healing before, but Leighâs changing my mind.â
Amanda didnât trust herself to speak. It was one
Elizabeth Amelia Barrington