kidding!â
She didnât seem very bothered.
Just curious.
âWho by?â
âThey donât know. They found
his body in a laundry basket.â
The peignoir was thrown on the bed. Jean
turned round as she was pulling down her slip and taking a dress from the
cupboard.
âAh well, thatâll cause some
trouble for me.â
âWhen you left the Gai-Moulin, did
he come with you?â
âNo, I left on my own.â
âAh!â
âAnyone
would think you donât believe me! Do you really imagine I bring all the
customers home with me? Iâm a dancer, kid. My job is to try and get them to
buy a lot of drinks. But once the doors are closed, thatâs it.â
âStill, with
René â¦â
He realized that he had put his foot in
it.
âWhat about René?â
âNothing. He told meââ
âYou idiot! Hand on heart, all he
did was give me a kiss. Pass me another cigarette.â
And, as she put on her hat:
âOff with you now! Iâm going
shopping. Come on, shut the door.â
They went down the dark stairs, one
after the other.
âWhich way are you
going?â
âBack to the office.â
âWill you be along
tonight?â
The pavement was crowded. They separated
and a few minutes later, Jean was sitting at his desk, faced with a pile of
envelopes to frank. Without knowing exactly why, it was sadness, rather than fear,
that he felt most strongly. He looked round at the office papered with legal notices
and felt disgust.
âHave you got the receipts?â
asked the senior clerk.
He handed them over.
âWhereâs the one for the
Gazette de Liège
? Youâve forgotten the
Gazette
?â
Catastrophe, disaster! The senior
clerkâs tone was dramatic:
âChabot, I have to tell you, this
cannot go on! Work is
work, duty is duty.
Iâm going to have to talk to the boss. And now I think of it, they tell me you
have been seen in night spots where, personally, I have never set foot. To put it
bluntly, youâre going off the rails. Look at me when Iâm talking to you!
And you can wipe that smirk off your face. You hear? This will not do.â
The door slammed. The young man remained
alone, sticking down envelopes.
At about this time, Delfosse would be
sitting on the terrace at the Pélican, or in the cinema. The clock showed almost
five. Chabot watched the second-hand creep forward sixty times until the hour, stood
up, took his hat and locked the drawer.
The man with broad shoulders was not
outside. It was cooler. As evening approached, swathes of bluish mist rose in the
streets, pierced by light from the shop windows and the trams.
âRead all about it!
Gazette de
Liège
!â
Delfosse wasnât at the Pélican.
Chabot looked for him in the other cafés in the centre of town that were their usual
haunts. His legs felt heavy and his head so empty that he thought he might go home
to bed.
When he reached the house, he
immediately sensed that something had happened. The kitchen door was open.
Mademoiselle Pauline, the Polish lodger, was leaning over a figure whom Jean could
not at first see. He went forward into the room, and the silence was broken by a
sob. Mademoiselle Pauline, plain of feature, turned to look at him, and her
expression was stern.
âJust look at your mother,
Jean!â
Madame Chabot,
wearing her apron, was sitting with her elbows on the table, weeping copiously.
âWhatâs the
matter?â
âYou should know!â retorted
the Polish girl.
Madame Chabot wiped her reddened eyes,
looked at her son, and burst into tears again.
âHeâll be the death of me!
Itâs dreadful.â
âBut, mother, what have I
done?â
Jean spoke with a voice too neutral, too
clear. He was so frightened that he felt paralysed from head to