told myself I wasnât going to have a problem, either, but I wasnât so sure.
âIâve got an idea,â Bird said. âWhy donât you date my guy, and Iâll date yours?â
It seemed like an easy and perfect solution. I didnât know why I didnât jump on it. Maybe because I couldnât see her with Jason. Maybe Ididnât want to see her with him. âI donât know.â
âYou canât date Jason,â she reminded me.
âI know.â Mom hadnât made Tiffany and me sign a contract, but she had made us cross our hearts like we were five years old. Sometimes our parents just didnât see us growing up.
âThey have their first practice tomorrow,â Bird said. âI went out to the teamâs website and printed off a roster of the players. Weâll scope them out tomorrow.â
âSounds like a plan.â
A knock sounded on the closed door. Could it be Jason? What if it was? I hadnât changed for bed, but stillâ¦
âIâve gotta go,â I said.
ââKay. Later.â
I closed my cell phone and set it on the nightstand.
âDani?â
It was my mom. Before I could respond, she opened the door and peered in. âYou okay?â
It seemed like an odd question.
âWhy wouldnât I be?â
She came inside and sat on the edge of the bed. I pulled my legs up beneath me.
âYouâre usually the one your dad plays ball with. I wasnât sure how youâd feel about him playing with Jason.â
I shrugged. âIâm fine with it. It was part of the reason I suggested we host a player, so Dad would have a guy to pitch to.â
âYou know your dad doesnât wish youâd been a boy.â
âI know. But that doesnât mean he didnât wish he had a son.â
âThatâs true, I suppose.â She lifted some lint off the bedspread.
âWas there something else, Mom?â
She looked up, held my gaze. âYou seemed pretty infatuated with Jason during dinner.â
I felt the heat rush to my face. Did anything ever escape her notice? âIâm just not used to having a guy at the table, thatâs all.â
âAnd the extra mascara before dinner?â
âA tip I picked up from Tiffanyâs blog. Obviously she neglected to mention it takes longer to dry with three applications.â
She grinned. âYou read Tiffanyâs blog?â
âSheâs the glamour expert.â
âYouâre not usually into glamour.â
âIâm almost seventeen. Donât you think itâs time I was?â
âI think you need to be true to yourself.â
I couldnât help it. I rolled my eyes. It was such a Mom thing to say.
She patted my knee. âIâll leave you with that thought.â
Mom was really good about not belaboring a point. She got up.
âMom?â
She turned and looked at me.
I scrunched up my face. âIâve never had a boyfriend.â
She smiled sadly. âI know, sweetie, but itâll happen.â
I nodded. That was her standard answer, but I really needed more. âThanks for letting Jason stay with us for the summer.â
âJust let me know if there are any problems.â
âI will.â
After she left, I tried to look at my room through the eyes of a stranger. With theexception of my posters of Hugh Jackman, Green Day, and Chad Michael Murray, everything was baseball. I loved it.
But the important question was: Do guys like tomboys?
Chapter 5
âI s Brandon Bentley totally hot or what?â Bird asked, referring to the player standing at first base waiting for the coach to hit a grounder to him.
Bird and I were sitting on the bleachers at the baseball field, watching as the Ragland Rattlers practiced. A couple of other girlsââSummer Sistersâ theyâd announced as theyâd walked by wiggling their fingersâwere sitting at the far