bottleneck in the crowd. He'd offered
her his hand when they stepped into and out of
the Ferris wheel car. They'd been elbow to elbow and
hip to hip for the duration of the ride. But other than
those few exceptions, he had curbed every temptation
to touch her, not wanting to scare her off, or come
across as a creep, or insult her.
Now he pulled her forward gently, but firmly, until
they were standing toe to toe. Then he curved his arm
around her waist and drew her close. Closer than before.
Against him. She went hesitantly, but she didn't
try to angle away. She raised her arm to his shoulder.
He felt the imprint of her hand at the base of his neck.
The band had called it a night. Music was now
being provided by a DJ who had been playing a variety
ranging from Creedence Clearwater to Streisand.
Because it was growing late and the mood of the
dancers had turned more mellow, he was playing
slower songs.
Hammond recognized the tune, but couldn't name
the singer or the song currently coming from the
pavilion. It didn't matter. The ballad was slow and
sweet and romantic. At first he tried to get his feet to
execute the sequence of steps that he had learned as a
youth reluctantly attending cotillions his mother
roped him into. But the longer he held her, the more
impossible it became to concentrate on anything except
her.
One song segued into another, but they never
missed a beat, despite her agreeing to only one dance.
In fact, neither noticed when the music changed.
Their eyes and minds were locked on each other.
He brought their clasped hands up to his chest and
pressed hers palm down, then covered it with his. She
tipped her head forward and down until her forehead
was resting on his collarbone. He rubbed his cheek
against her hair. He felt rather than actually heard the
small sound of want that vibrated in her throat. His
own desire echoed it.
Their feet shuffled to a decreasing tempo until
eventually they stopped moving altogether. They
were still except for the strands of her hair that the
breeze brushed against his face. The heat emanating
from every point of contact seemed to forge them together.
Hammond dipped his head for the kiss that he
believed was inevitable.
"I must go." She broke away and turned abruptly
toward the bench where she'd left her handbag and
cardigan.
For several seconds he was too stunned to react.
After taking up her things, she made to move past
him with a rushed, "Thanks for everything. It was
lovely. Truly."
"Wait a minute."
She eluded his touch and quickly went up the
steps, tripping once in her haste. "I have to go."
"Why now?"
"I can't. . . can't do this."
She tossed the words over her shoulder as she hurriedly
made her way toward the parking area. She
followed the string of pennants, avoiding the midway,
the pavilion, and the waning activity in the
booths. Some of the attractions already had closed.
Exhibitioners were tearing down their booths and
packing up their arts and crafts. Families loaded
down with souvenirs and prizes trudged toward their
vans. The noises weren't so joyful or so loud as earlier.
The music in the pavilion now sounded more forlorn
than romantic.
Hammond stayed even with her. "I don't understand."
"What's not to understand? I've told you I must
go. That's all there is to it."
"I don't believe that." Desperate to detain her, he
reached for her arm. She stopped, took several deep
breaths, and turned to face him, although she didn't
look at him directly.
"I had a lovely time." She spoke in a flat voice
with little inflection, as though these were lines she
had memorized. "But now the evening is over and I
have to leave."
"But--"
"I don't owe you an explanation. I don't owe you
anything." Her eyes made brief contact with his before
skittering away again. "Now please, don't try
and stop me again."
Hammond released her arm and stepped back,
raising his hands as though in