Sarah said. Avoiding the subject, the most important subject that was on their minds, appealed to her. Sarah admitted to herself that she was more likely to pretend there was no big problem than Aurelie was.
Aurelie, with Hoover ambling behind, came into the living room. âAre you okay? I mean, apart from the obvious, are you okay?â She fell into a chair and hooked both of her legs over one striped damask arm.
âYou donât have to worry about me. Iâm fine.â
Aurelie didnât look at her. âThatâs a lie. Just like itâd be a lie if I said I was fine. Neither of us is okay and this is likely to get worse.â
Sarah listened hard for a moment, hoping to hear Nickâs car.
âSis,â Aurelie said, âweâre in major trouble, arenât we?â
âNot for the first time.â Sarah waited for Aurelie to lift her face and make eye contact. âWeâve been in tight spots before. True, this could turn out to be the tightest, but we all have to hang together.â
âWe canât be together all the time. What if Colin finds us? What if he already has? He could be out there waiting to get one of us alone, then pick us off one by one.â
Sarah couldnât swallow. âDonât say those things. Colin wouldnât have any way of knowing where we are.â
âHe could,â Aurelie said. âHe could have known almost all along but while we werenât a threatâbecause he was safe and didnât want to draw attention to himself anywayâhe let it go.â
âI wish Nick would get here,â Sarah said. She collected herself. If she and Nick ever got together, that would be a hard adjustment for Aurelie to make. Sheâd have to tell her about the change when it happenedâif it happened.
It had to happen, Sarah thought. She couldnât bear wanting but not having him for much longer.
Hoover gave a single rumbling bark, reminiscent of a low-pitched foghorn, and flopped down on Sarahâs pride and joy: an antique Chinese silk rug that sparkled when light settled on the pale outlines of leaves.
âHeâs drooling,â she said. She loved animals but there were limits.
Aurelie glared at her. âHeâs had a bad day. He ate a pot of chrysanthemums outside the shop. We stopped on the way back but he still didnât make it completely out of the Hummer before he threw up.â
âThatâs too bad,â Sarah said. She would not grin . The day was winding up with a pale purple flourish. If she hadnât dealt with the heat since morning she might be fooled by the soft drama of it all and think it was balmy outside. âDelia had some business in New Orleans. She should be back anytime. Thereâs a message to both of us from her to go to the house.â
âWe wonât go until Nick gets here,â Aurelie said. âI donât want to worry Delia. Itâs not fair to her after all sheâs done.â
Sarah spread her fingertips on the windowsill and leaned even closer to open the jalousies. âThey should both be along any moment.â
âIâm worried about Nick,â Aurelie said.
So was Sarah. She narrowed her eyes. Her stomach rolledâagain. âHeâs making decisions based on our feelingsâIâm sure of it. I know him too well. If he didnât feel responsible for us, heâd go to California. His motherâsâ¦Maryâs there and heâd want to take care of her.â
âBury her,â Aurelie said. âOf course he would.â
Sarah looked over her shoulder at Aurelie. âI love you because you care about us all so much. You understand us. And you put yourself last.â
âYou give me too much credit. I put us all first would be more accurate. Youâre solid, so is Nick. How much luckier could we get than to know we can go to him anytime we need to?â
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