a shiver up his spine that he cannot explain. And he wants to tell Trice to stop. He wants to tell her to go away. But instead he says again, âWhat it ?â
âThe it that hit me in pictures.â
âTell it, Trice,â Billyâs arms fly out over his head. âTell the whole thing and get it over with.â
âThe pockets of Time,â she says. And stands there as if they understand.
âJust tell him, Trice, just get straight to the story.â Billyâs exasperation begins filling up the balloon of the room.
âI woke up trying to remember a dream I had but instead I saw all of Shibboleth at once, like from the air. But from the air all at once at different times. As if there were pockets of time.â She closes her eyes and the times and the timing of Shibboleth open up before her. The what-has-beens and the way things are and the way things will be or the way things will not be at all withoutâ¦and thatâs where she stops speaking, because she doesnât know what she hasnât seen.
âI donât know anything more than what I saw.â Trice tries to continue, stops. Itâs difficult to explain a waking dream, a vision of otherworldly things. Trice knows. Sheâs tried for years. âItâs as if a storm is coming and no one isâ¦ââshe stops again, searching for a wordââpreparing. No, thatâs not it. Expecting. No, notâ¦ready. No one is ready. Like inch by inch, something has been stealingâ¦â
I see Trice struggling with words. Struggling to paint the right image. I look to God. He nods and I exhale, breathe out inspiration. It is the smell of old worlds, of Trice reading words layered upon words, of cornbread and ladybugs, of stubborn patience and understanding, of the soft, green moss hidden on the morning side of Shibboleth, and the scent of bold, pure light. It is the essence of Trice. It lifts on the air, circles her head and shoulders, and settles in her hair. She takes a deep breath in, becomes lucid and literal.
âThis is the way I saw it.â She stands up and reaches for Nehemiahâs fruit bowl, picks up two apples and an orange. âLook.â She sets the apple on the table. âThis is everything and everyone and all of life in Shibboleth before us, back in the old days, in the early days of Kate and Twila and Magnus and the days before them.â She sets another apple on the table. âThis is the life weknew. And even in that I saw the smaller pockets. Our times of yesterday when we were kids and all the times of our growing up, including, Nehemiah, the time that we were down at the springs swimming and you kissed me underwater.â Trice pauses, wonders why that memory surfaced. Nehemiah arches one eyebrow, but at this living moment he doesnât remember such a kiss. âAnd the smaller pocket that makes up the very now.â She sets down the orange at the end of the line. âNow, this is where it gets interesting. This is the time to come. The future. Get it?â She holds up the orange for both of them to examine the future until they nod their heads and agree they understand. And then she grabs a butcher knife from Nehemiahâs knife rack. âBut look now!â She slices the orange in half. âHereâs one future,â she is saying this with one half of a dripping orange held up in her hand then slammed down hard on the table surface, âand this,â she turns the other half inside-out and rips the orange out of its shell until the peel is an empty core, âthis is the other future.â âStill the future,â she slams the empty shell down, âbut this future is completely empty. Empty, empty, empty. Still time, but time with nothing in it.â She pauses, pinches her brows together and lasers her eyes on both of them. They can think anything about her that they want, but they cannot deny whatâs in her eyes. (