apologizing and go back to the part where you said we need to talk.â
He lowered himself into the club chair beside the sofa. Again he seemed entirely too close.
âIâ¦umâ¦â The words caught in her throat, trapped there by a giggle rising to the surface. This was absurd, but so was the question she couldnât see a way out of asking. So finally she just said, âWill you marry me?â
Jake froze, his expression blank for the second time this evening. Then shock registered, and his voice rose sharply as he asked, âWhat?â
âI need to get married.â Then she added in a rush, âAnd you did offer to help out with the pregnancy. You said youâd do anything you could.â
âI meant Iâd help with your laundry. I didnât think youâd want to get married.â
âYou said you would help.â
âSure, but married? You want to get married?â
âItâd be a marriage in name only,â she reassured him. âJust until after the baby is born. Maybe not even that long.â
âLet me see if Iâve got this right. Four days ago you didnât even want me to do your grocery shopping, and now you want to get married?â
âYes. Well, not exactly.â She frowned, trying to sort through the logic of her proposal. âSee, hereâs the thing. Thereâs a slight chance that if I have this baby out of wedlock, Iâll be fired.â
She watched his expression carefully, looking for any hint of his emotions, but he remained stoic. After several seconds he asked, âHow slight?â
âSlight-ish.â
âCan you give it to me in a percentage?â
âMaybe fortyâ¦â She paused, then added honestly. âNinety percent.â
For another several seconds, he stared at her, then he sprang to his feet and marched to the kitchen. She heard him open and close the refrigerator door. A minute later he reappeared with a bottle of beer, half of which was already gone, as if heâd had to take several fortifying gulps before facing her again.
He rested his shoulder against the doorway to the kitchen and leveled his gaze at her. âSo thereâs a âslightâ ninety percent chance youâll get fired when you have this baby and you didnât think to mention it until now?â
âI didnât think it wasnât an issue before Beth and Stew got pregnant.â As briefly as she could, she explained about Hatcherâs bid for a seat on the Texas Supreme Court and his moral-values campaign. âSo you see, being a surrogate mother for your sister who canâtget pregnant could be considered noble. Claiming to be a surrogate for your sister whoâs already noticeably more pregnant than you is definitely suspicious.â
He eyed her doubtfully. âYou really think anyone will even notice that you and Beth are pregnant at the same time?â
âYes, I do. Beth and Stew know a lot of people. Half the town shops in their health food store. Trust me, people are going to notice sheâs pregnant.â
âSo, you just have to explain the situation. Most people will believe you.â
She sighed. âYouâre right, of course. Most people will. But Hatcher doesnât have to convince âmost peopleâ in order to get me fired.â
âDo you have some kind of morality clause or something in your contract?â
âIâm an associate district judge,â she explained. âWeâre appointed by the district judges. We donât have contracts.â
âThis Judge Hatcher can just fire you on a whim? His decision doesnât have to be based on your performance? Thatâs bull.â
âI couldnât agree more.â Even under the circumstances, she couldnât help being a little amused by his vehement reaction. âOf course, itâs not his decision alone. There are eight district judges total. Theyâd