leave me as I drank maybe a third of the brandy and soda and felt the warmth under the cold soda ease through my system. I looked at Susan, at the width of her mouth, the fullness of her lower lip, the line of her cheekbone. I watched her dab a microscopic portion of salsa on one corner of a crabmeat taco and bite off an edge. It was a small taco, the kind you pop into your mouth all at once, if youâre any kind of an eater at all. It would take Susan fifteen minutes to finish it. She chewed her tiny bite carefully, watching me look at her.
âSo,â she said, and her teeth flashed white and even as she smiled at me. âHow do I stack up against Jill Joyce?â
I popped one of the empanadas into my mouth and chewed. I washed it down with more brandy and soda.
âI think Iâd need to see you both naked before I can make a full judgment,â I said.
Susan nodded thoughtfully.
âWell, I could arrange that at my end,â she said.
âNicely phrased,â I said. âJill has already made a similar offer.â
Susan poured a splash of cognac into her tea, took a small sip, and put the teacup down. She watched a couple of guys in tweed overcoats and plaid scarves come in, rubbing their hands and hunching their shoulders from the cold. They crossed to the bar, put briefcases on the floor, and ordered Jack Danielâs on the rocks. Susan looked back at me. Her big dark eyes seemed bottomless.
âHard to blame her,â Susan said.
âYes,â I said, âof course it is. I think for her it was love at first sight.â
âIt happens to her a lot, I understand.â
âYou mean thereâs someone else?â I said.
Susanâs smile widened. She sipped a little more tea, assessed its impact, added another small splash of cognac. âI think so,â she said.
âOh, well,â I said. âThereâs always you.â
âI adore it when you sweet-talk me,â Susan said.
âEmphasis on the always,â I said.
âYes,â Susan said. She finished the first crab taco. âSo,â she said, âshe made a pass at you?â
âAlmost an assault,â I said.
âAnd you turned her down.â
âI didnât get the chance to. She passed out.â
âTell me about it,â Susan said. âEverything. Every detail.â
I did. By the time Iâd finished it was time for another brandy and soda. When it arrived I slid down a little in my chair and stretched out my legs in front of me and watched the amusement play on Susanâs face. Outside in the darkness life barely moved in the sullen cold. Inside was food and drink and Susan and the whole evening ahead. Susan made the measuring gesture with her hands, mimicking Jill Joyce.
âThis long?â she said. âGood heavens.â
She looked at me, looked back at the measured distance between her hands, looked at me again, and slowly shook her head. I shrugged.
âI thought I could bluff it through,â I said.
âYou think that about everything,â Susan said. âAre you going to take the job?â
I turned the glass around in little circles on the table in front of me, holding it lightly with both hands, watching it revolve.
âI donât know,â I said.
âSheâs awfully difficult,â Susan said. She had her elbows on the table and she held her teacup in both hands, talking to me over the rim.
âYeah,â I said.
âToday was not unusual,â Susan said.
âWhat about the four and a half pages they had to shoot this afternoon?â I said.
âSandy will shoot around it,â Susan said. âHeâs amazing.â
âWhy donât they just fire her?â I said. âGet someone whoâs sober all day?â
âTVQ,â Susan said and smiled like she does when sheâs able to kid me and herself at the same time.
The maître dâ came over and told us our