Rome the summer before she died. The famous artist Michelangelo had painted it.
âMay I tell you something?â I said. I had to tell her.
âOf course, Annabel.â
âThat is the only thing Dad didnât design. That is a mistake. Esteban calls it âhis bad.ââ
âSome mistake. I hope your father keeps it that way.â
âI donât think he will. Heâs furious. My boyfriend bought the wrong size nails while he was working on it.â
âEsteban did that?â
âEsteban Santiago. Yes.â
âTell your boyfriend that I like his mistake.â
âI wish you would tell Dad that, but donât say Esteban is my boyfriend.â
âYou told me that already. I remember. Esteban is a Latino, hmm?â
âYes, a Colombian.â
âI will tell Kenny I like it, without mentioning Esteban.â
âThanks, Larkin.â Then I thought about lunch again, what Dad would serve her, âDo you like paella?â I asked.
âI love it!â
âBecause my father might not have time to make his famous spaghetti sauce. He cooks it for hours.â
âPaella takes a long time to prepare, too,â she said.
âWe have some from the Pantigo Deli.â
âThat is one of the best delicatessens out here.â
âEstebanâs uncle works there. Sometimes he cooks there himself.â
âYou say his name a lot,â she said. âHe must be special to you.â
Another ânewâ idea of Dadâs he got from guess who. I must have blushed. My face felt hot.
Larkin hurried to add, âItâs a lovely name. Esteban Santiago.â
We talked for a while about what college I wanted to go to when I was graduated in another year. When Mom was dying, a social workernamed Elaine had helped our family and become my role model. I wanted a profession where Iâd help people. Dad had set an example for Kenyon and me. He volunteered for everything. When a fatherless boy from Seaview came back from Iraq blind and missing a leg, Dad worked on college applications with him, helped him figure out what benefits the Army offered, and walked with him while he learned to use his prosthesis. If you called an ambulance in Seaview, Dad could be giving you oxygen on your way to the hospital. If you were old and alone, he could be the one from Meals on Wheels dropping off soup and a sandwich. Mom said it was sexy the way he cared for others. Did you ever see his face, sheâd say, when he talks to those people? Those soft blue eyes?
Iâd decided to get a masterâs in social work. Elaine had said a B.A. was not enough for the good jobs. Think about becoming a therapist, Elaine had said. I told Larkin that was what I wanted to be.
âHow will your Esteban fit into this collegepicture?â Larkin asked me.
I was glad I didnât have to answer that. I didnât have an answer. Saved by Dad. A second after she said that, he banged through the door shouting, âIs he here? Have you heard from him?â
âNo hello for me, Kenny?â Larkin said.
âIâm sorry. Of course I have a hello for you.â He went across and held her and kissed her. Then he sighed and said, âThatâs some ceiling, huh?â
âIt is like you, smooth and sweet but with a small nail salad on the side.â Larkin chuckled. âThatâs what I like about you, Kenny. Although youâre not an artist yourself, not necessarily a creative person, you donât stand in the way of originality, do you?â
My father was pondering the question, standing there in his work clothes, wearing his old cap, a little grubby, needing a shave. He was looking from the ceiling to Larkinâs face. He was trying to figure it out. Was she serious?
âWhether or not you like it,â he finally said, âthis kid didnât follow my orders.â
âHe made a mistake,â I said.
âI canât