and I saw her lying there. Sprawled outâdead. Her hair all golden and her face allâall blue! She was dead, strangled, and someone was saying those words in that same horrible gloating wayâand I saw his handsâgrey, wrinkledânot handsâmonkeyâs paws ⦠It was horrible, I tell you. She was deadâ¦.â
Miss Marple asked gently: âWho was dead?â
The answer came back quick and mechanical.
âHelenâ¦.â
Four
H ELEN?
F or a moment Gwenda stared at Miss Marple, then she pushed back the hair from her forehead.
âWhy did I say that?â she said. âWhy did I say Helen? I donât know any Helen!â
She dropped her hands with a gesture of despair.
âYou see,â she said, âIâm mad! I imagine things! I go about seeing things that arenât there. First it was only wallpapersâbut now itâs dead bodies. So Iâm getting worse.â
âNow donât rush to conclusions, my dearââ
âOr else itâs the house. The house is hauntedâor bewitched or something ⦠I see things that have happened thereâor else I see things that are going to happen thereâand that would be worse. Perhaps a woman called Helen is going to be murdered there ⦠Only I donât see if itâs the house thatâs haunted why I should see these awful things when I am away from it. So I think really that it mustbe me thatâs going queer. And Iâd better go and see a psychiatrist at once âthis morning.â
âWell, of course, Gwenda dear, you can always do that when youâve exhausted every other line of approach, but I always think myself that itâs better to examine the simplest and most commonplace explanations first. Let me get the facts quite clear. There were three definite incidents that upset you. A path in the garden that had been planted over but that you felt was there, a door that had been bricked up, and a wallpaper which you imagined correctly and in detail without having seen it? Am I right?â
âYes.â
âWell, the easiest, the most natural explanation would be that you had seen them before.â
âIn another life, you mean?â
âWell no, dear. I meant in this life. I mean that they might be actual memories. â
âBut Iâve never been in England until a month ago, Miss Marple.â
âYou are quite sure of that, my dear?â
âOf course Iâm sure. Iâve lived near Christchurch in New Zealand all my life.â
âWere you born there?â
âNo, I was born in India. My father was a British Army officer. My mother died a year or two after I was born and he sent me back to her people in New Zealand to bring up. Then he himself died a few years later.â
âYou donât remember coming from India to New Zealand?â
âNot really. I do remember, frightfully vaguely, being on a boat. A round window thingâa porthole, I suppose. And a man in white uniform with a red face and blue eyes, and a mark on his chinâascar, I suppose. He used to toss me up in the air and I remember being half frightened and half loving it. But itâs all very fragmentary.â
âDo you remember a nurseâor an ayah?â
âNot an ayahâNannie. I remember Nannie because she stayed for some timeâuntil I was five years old. She cut ducks out of paper. Yes, she was on the boat. She scolded me when I cried because the Captain kissed me and I didnât like his beard.â
âNow thatâs very interesting, dear, because you see you are mixing up two different voyages. In one, the Captain had a beard and in the other he had a red face and a scar on his chin.â
âYes,â Gwenda considered, âI suppose I must be.â
âIt seems possible to me,â said Miss Marple, âthat when your mother died, your father brought you to England with him first, and
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