tray covered in empty cups. âCan you make new ones? Without charging them? I can cover the cost of the ones I spilled.â
âThey can wait for new drinks or go to the bar,â he said as he led her through the crowd, toward the door to the back room. He pushed his way into the quiet storage area.
âMight lose them as customers,â she said, her tone serious and easy to hear now with a wall between them and the music.
âI donât care.â He headed for the row of four metal lockers by the desk. He opened the first door and withdrew a black T-Âshirt. âMy dad kept a bunch of the old Big Buck Country Bar T-Âshirts.â
âI donât need a shirt.â
He turned and found her standing within armâs reach. The wet fabric clung to her chest, leaving the dress in the not-Âsuitable-Âfor-Âwork column. Beer, vodka, tonicâÂhe didnât give a damn what was spilled down her front. He wanted to lick her clean.
âTake the shirt,â he said and he held it out to her. âThen youâre free to go. Iâll collect your pay from the register. All cash for the night.â
âWhat about tomorrow night?â she demanded, taking the shirt from him. But she didnât move to put it on.
He hesitated. Part of him wanted her here, where he could watch over her, save her from anything and everythingâÂincluding himself.
âI need this job, Noah,â she added.
âYou could find something elseâÂâ
âBecause I spilled a few drinks?â Her voice was low and incredulous. âOn my first night?â
Because I want you. Because I canât touch you if you work here. BecauseâÂ
âOr because I took a minute to calm down so I wouldnât pour a shot of whiskey over my exâs head?â she demanded.
Noah let out a low laugh as the rush of adrenaline faded along with his need to save her. But his desire? It didnât budge. âIf Travis comes back, you have my permission to pour a bottle over him.â
âDoes that mean I can keep the job? Because you promised to help me,â she said. âFive years agoâÂâ
âSweetheart, Iâm not that guy anymore.â He looked her straight in the eye, daring her to look back and see him . Sure, heâd rushed to her rescue tonight. Twice. But he still wanted her. She should be off-Âlimits, but the part of him that had come back from serving his country broken and jaded just didnât care.
âI donât need a hero,â she shot back. âWhat I need is a friend willing to give me a job. I need the money.â
âMaybe I can give you a loan,â he said. Dammit, what was it about this woman that sent him spiraling into old habits, determined to look out for her?
Seeing all that determination to fight for what she neededâÂhe remembered the teenager in the alley struggling against someone so much bigger. And he knew, he fucking knew , that fear lay on the other side of her resolve to fight. If her determination broke, the fear would surface. He might be an ass, but he couldnât walk away from Josie knowing she was afraid.
âNo, itâs too much,â she said.
âHow much do you owe, Josie?â
âSeventy thousand dollars,â she said simply.
âWhat theâÂ?â His eyes widened and he stepped back. âYou planned to make that here?â
âI have a payment plan,â she said. âWhich is why I need a job.â
And yeah, she was spelling it out for him as if he were a child. But how the hell had she saddled herself with so much debt?
âI thought you had a scholarship,â he said.
âI donât have student loans.â She bit her lower lip and cocked her head. âWell, I do have some, but theyâre low and Iâve deferred payment for now.â
âAnd you canât ask your dad?â He was still trying to wrap his head