win. But now? He didnât have a clue how to erase the grief and pain. He wasnât sure how to help her earn that kind of money.
âThe job is yours, Josie,â he said gruffly. âFor as long as you need it.â
And that was all he could promise.
J OSIE FOUGHT THE tears. Heâd given her what she neededâÂa job. Sheâd found a way to earn money that didnât involve babysitting. With her resume, and in the current job climate, it felt like a miracle.
But sheâd secretly hoped to earn her position. Prove herself. Instead, sheâd hidden from her ex and spilled a tray of drinks followed by the truth. She told him about Morgan, the baby sheâd named after her late mother when she still had a sliver of hope heâd survive.
And Noah had handed her the job.
âI should get out there,â she said, and by some miracle her voice sounded even, almost normal.
âYou donât have to finish your shift. Your dress is still wet and . . .â
âAnd I look like Iâve been crying? I can fix my makeup in the bathroom. Plus, you handed me a new waitress uniform.â She held up the shirt and forced a smile.
âNo.â He shook his head. âI gave you something to cover you up when you walked to your car.â
âBut itâs crowded out there.â She pulled the shirt over the vodka-Âsoaked material clinging to her boobs like a second skin. She tied the excess fabric in a knot at her back. The T-Âshirt looked cute, as if sheâd planned a retro look with a black miniskirt.
âWeâll manage,â he said. âYou can come back tomorrow.â
âBut Iâm here now.â She placed her hands on her hips. Sparring with him felt good. In the past eighteen months since sheâd left the intensive care unit to bury her baby instead of raise him, sheâd discovered she could only stomach so much pity. She didnât want any more than heâd already offeredâÂa simple âIâm sorry.â Pity didnât change the past or pay her bills.
âItâs only what, ten oâclock?â she continued. âYou have hours before closing.â
âThat T-Âshirt will be soaked through soon,â he countered.
âDamp. My dress was already beginning to dry. And maybe the customers will like seeing a picture of the old mechanical bull.â
His gaze flickered to the picture on the T-Âshirt. âMost of the Âpeople out there never saw it in action.â
But she hadâÂthe night sheâd asked him to show her how to ride it. Sometimes she still dreamed about the feel of the bull moving beneath her, about Noah moving inside her . . .
A knock sounded at the back door before she could find her next comeback. Sheâd been close to marching off to the bathroom, reapplying her makeup, and returning to work. They could argue while she served drinks and collected tips.
âNoah?â The back door opened and Chad Summers poked his head inside.
âYeah?â Noah called as he walked past her, heading for the rear exit.
The door swung wide and Chad stepped in, followed by another man. They had the same facial features and tall, muscular builds, but the second man was fair-Âskinned with bright red, curly hair.
âSorry to interrupt.â Chad cast a curious glance at her. âBut Josh just arrived. He was held up because he offered to swing by a tract of private land Moore Timber plans to clear-Âcut. And he found a woman camping out. No car. Just a sleeping bag and pack.â
Josh nodded and his red curls fell across his forehead. âI approached her and, dude, I could tell sheâd been living out there for a while. When I talked to her, and basically told her she needed to leave before the crew moved in to harvest, hell, I half expected her to be one of those crazy environmentalists. But she said she was searching for a friend. Before
Rob Destefano, Joseph Hooper