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Outkast began playing over the stereo.  Becca started doing a sexy wiggle without thinking, so I led her to where her friend had pushed the furniture aside to make room for dancing.  “Toni hates new music.  She only listens to stuff from the 90’s and early 2000’s,” Becca whispered.  The tequila made her voice become husky and was going to trash the rest of my self-control. 
    I grabbed her waist and pulled her body tight against mine.  My hips started to sway us back and forth.  Her upper body turned and undulated across my chest and stomach.  Her tiny hands slid across my chest and around my neck.  I could tell she was slender looking at her, but holding her I realized her clothes were hiding a fantastic body.  She had soft curves, but she also had tight muscles pulling while she danced. 
    I looked into her jade green eyes.  She was really very pretty.  All peaches and cream skin surrounded by dark red hair.  I’m sure girls have a different name for the color, dark red softened by tones of brown.  It was so thick and soft.  I love long hair on girls, and hers fell most of the way down her back. 
    I might be a bastard, but my resistance was slipping.  I leaned in and gently nibbled the tender skin of her neck.  I felt her try to suppress a moan.  I took my right hand from her waist and buried it in the hair at the back of her neck and went in for a kiss. 
    First I gently brushed my lips across hers.  Then I traced her plump lower lip with my tongue until she opened for me.  I slipped into her mouth and our tongues danced in time with our bodies. 
    My hips ground into her against my will.  I’m sure if she weren’t drunk she would be pulling away from me right now.  Unfortunately she became really cooperative when plied with alcohol. 
    Good thing I got her away from Nick when I did.  I think she would let me take her right here on the floor in front of the entire party right now.  Lucky for her I’m not a complete bastard.  I might steal a kiss or two, and lead her in a really sexy dance, but I won’t violate her like he would.
    I would just have to keep her close to me while the party was still in full swing.  Then I could safely leave her alone, away from my douche bag best friend. 
    “Come on take a walk with me,” I said finally pulling my mouth off of her.  Maybe some fresh air would sober her up a bit, and cool me down.  She smiled shyly and allowed me to lead her away from the crowd into the dark.  Fuck, I’m glad it’s me, but she is too damn trusting. 
    I led her down the path towards the lake.  I laced my fingers with hers and watched the way t he silver light of the moon made her pale skin glow.  “Do you have a boyfriend,” I asked, trying to break her spell over me. 
    God, I hoped she didn’t have a boyfriend.  I know I’m an ass, but I don’t want her to be one of those kind of girls, a girl who promises love and fidelity, only to cheat behind his back.  A girl like Vanessa.
    Her eyes opened wide with shock, but there was a hint of rebellion burning there too.  Her mouth quirked up. “Does it really matter if I do?  I mean you have a girl friend right?  For like…what was it… oh yeah seven years.” 
    Yeah , I deserved that.  “I just hope you aren’t the kind of girl who would kiss me like you did, and take a moonlit stroll along the water if you had a boyfriend.”  She laughed, “Wow, you’re a hypocrite.  I really don’t think it's any of your business.” 
    Becca ripped her hand away from me and began to wander away.  I instantly missed the connection.  “Hang on there Red,” I said pulling her back.  She was still really drunk, and it was too dark to risk her falling in the lake.  “I don’t feel like going into my relationship right now.  We’ve been together a long time, but we’ve lived apart for a long time now too.  Ok, now that I’ve spilled, tell me about you.”
    “No,” she responded.  “No you won’t