hadnât been able to shield her from it.
âI wanted to help,â she said, rising to her feet.
Arguments rose to his lips, but he forced himself to gentle his words. âI donât want you to be hurt. There are parts of the keep still standing and we need to tear them down. Just keep the children away.â
âNairna is helping you,â she pointed out. âAnd so are Vanora and the other women.â
âThey werenât wounded.â He needed her to be away from the unstable structure, and, more than that, he needed her to rest and heal. âDo as I ask, Laren. Thereâs nothing you can do here anyway.â
Laren stared at him, a brittle expression on her face as she strode away. He hadnât meant to be that harsh, but it was evident that heâd offended her. He returned to the ruined keep and started tearing down the boards. Splinters pierced his hands, but he ignored them. As he ripped apart the burned wood, an inner voice taunted him.
She didnât tell you about the wound because she doesnât trust you.
Alex grasped another plank and heaved his body weight against the wood, letting the anger and physical labour push away the unwanted thoughts. For nearly three years heâd worked endless hours, ensuring that each person in the clan was fed and had a place to sleep. Heâd told himself at the time that it was necessary. It was his obligation as their chief.
Laren understood it, just as he did. His hands stilled upon the wood and a trickle of blood ran down between his fingers.
She was happier before you were chief, the voice continued. She never wanted this life. You forced it upon her.
Heâd always expected that she would change, once she saw the responsibilities. It would take time, but heâd believed Laren would be a good Lady of Glen Arrin.
Instead, sheâd retreatedâ¦both from this life and from him.
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Thereâs nothing you can do.
The words stabbed at her mood as Laren stalked away. Alex viewed her as a nuisance, someone who needed to stay out of the way while he worked with the men to rebuild. She supposed he was merely trying to keep her safe, but did he really believe she could sit inside, staring at the walls, while everyone else was working? She couldnât.
When she found Vanora back at her dwelling, Laren stopped to collect her daughters, along with some food for an afternoon meal. She walked along the shoreline with Mairin and Adaira, her elder daughter running ahead to stamp upon the ice fragments on the edge of the loch.
Her cave was hidden on the far side of the waterâs edge, formed on the side of a large hill. There were enough crevices in the ceiling of the cave for ventilation and it was far enough away from the keep that no one ever came close. The proximity to the shoreline also gave her access to the vast quantities of sand that she needed.
Father Nolan had built his furnaces inside the cavern and it kept the atmosphere warm and dry, perfect for making glass. Laren was grateful that heâd constructedall of the large ovens, for sheâd never have been able to build them herself.
As she neared the familiar entrance, she saw Ramsay had begun the fires as sheâd asked. A deep warmth suffused the air, but it would be several hours more before it would be hot enough for glassmaking.
She fed the girls a small meal of dried apples and meat. Afterwards, she spread out her cloak and laid Adaira down, rubbing the childâs shoulders until she went down for a nap. It wasnât long before Mairin yawned and stretched out beside her sister. The warmth of the fires made it easy for them to fall asleep just at the entrance, on the soft sand.
Laren kept the children in full view, casting glances at them while she took note of her supplies. Although Father Nolan had left her with his tools and his stores of lead and minerals, there would come a time when sheâd have to purchase more.
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