give the word to fire. Is that clear?â
Lord Lovedon nodded.
Chloe nodded, though nothing was at all clear.
âReady?â Amy called out.
No, Iâm not even slightly ready.
âOne.â
Chloe sucked in air.
âTwo.â
She let it out.
âFire.â
Lord Lovedon raised his pistol and pointed it at her.
Trust me.
He fired.
A little blue and green bird sprang up from between the two barrels.
It twirled and fluttered its wings and sang, âTweet tweet tweet tweet tweet.â
H er face was a picture. Lovedon had all he could do to maintain his composure.
Then laughter spilled out of her, great gulps and whoops and funny little snorts.
âYour turn, Miss Sharp,â he said.
She turned away, laughing, holding her pistol to her belly.
He stood watching her, marveling at the exuberance and joy of her. She laughed in the same way sheâd defended her sister: with all her heart.
âMiss Sharp,â he said.
She went off into whoops again. Then she wiped her eyes on the sleeve of her dress and returned to her dueling stanceâbody sideways, her glowing face straight on, pistol at her side. She brought up the pistol and fired.
A little blue and green bird popped up between the barrels and fluttered its wings and turned its head this way and that, so wondrously like a real bird, and it tweeted in the cheerful, beckoning way of a bird seeking its mate.
For a time, their birds tweeted and flirted with each other.
She watched the birds. When they stilled, she looked at him.
âI see,â she said in a trembling voice. âTheyâre French.â
âI would say excessively so.â
She held out the singing bird pistol. He took it from her, letting his hand graze hers. He put the birds back into their respective hiding places in the devices, then stepped away to return them to the pistol case, which Bates had left on the ground nearby. When Lovedon rose, he saw the two seconds walking back to the carriages, leaving the duelists to sort themselves out.
He turned to her.
She stood watching him. Her expression had grown serious, and he couldnât read it.
He grew anxious. If he muddled this part, he was finished.
âI realize I made a very bad first impression,â he said. âBut I canât apologize. If I hadnât behaved ill, you wouldnât have behaved ill, and then where should we be?â
âNot in Battersea Fields, certainly,â she said. âThis . . . it . . .â Her lower lip trembled. Her eyes filled.
She covered her face and wept then, great, racking sobs, as uninhibited as her laughter.
Heart pounding, he closed the distance between them and wrapped his arms about her and held her.
The storm abated as suddenly as it had begun. After a moment, she tried to draw away. He didnât let go. âI only want to know Iâm forgiven,â he said.
âI forgive you,â she said. âThat was not what I . . .â She paused and swallowed. âMy sister was going away, and I was so sure I couldnât be happy again, for a very long time.â
âAnd now?â
She didnât answer, but she pushed, harder this time, and reluctantly he released her. Sheâd felt right in his arms. Sheâd felt right, he realized, from the moment sheâd slapped him with her glove.
She started to turn away.
âYou did the right thing,â he said, âcalling me to account.â
She waved this away. âI was pot-valiant.â
âYouâd have done it even if youâd been fully sober,â he said. âYou might have done it differently, but you would have actedâout of love and loyalty and . . . all the right things.â
She turned back to him, surprised.
âI want to make reparations,â he said.
âYouâve done that,â she said. Her expression grew wry. âWhat a horrid waking up I had today.â
âIâve had my
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