âToday Iâm painfully sober.â
He watched her make the small leap. For a second, her skirts lifted, and he had a glimpse of purple half-boots. He smiled.
It was the one bright element in her attire. Sheâd worn what he guessed was an archery dress: The dark blue garmentâs sleeves were not the vast, ballooning ones fashion dictated, but fitted tight, especially along the lower arms. Instead of an immense bonnet festooned with feathers and ribbons and lace, she wore a tiny black hat.
The costume made her a narrower target.
He supposed sheâd done it on purpose to mock him. That was more or less why heâd donned dueling dress: uniformly dark clothing, including his neck cloth, which was black. He was mocking himself, as well he ought.
Thanks to boredom and drink, heâd been a stupendous lout yesterday. Yet if heâd behaved well, he wouldnât have discovered her. He wouldnât have had the fun of writing incendiary notes and picturing her gleefully composing her replies.
He watched the seconds gravely mark out the field. Then Miss Renfrew guided Miss Sharp to her place. Bates, wearing a look of exasperation, approached and said, âYouâll stand hereâand you had better pray that nobody gets wind of this.â
âMy lips are sealed,â Lovedon said.
âHow I wish that were ever true,â Bates said.
He then proceeded to the halfway point between the duelists and asked if there was any possibility of reconciliation.
Miss Sharp shook her head.
Bates looked to Lovedon.
He shook his head.
The lowering sun gilded the fields. A gentle breeze caressed his face.
What a splendid evening for a duel , he thought.
T rust me.
Amy put the pistol in Chloeâs hand. It was quite small and oddly shaped, double-barreled, and stunningly ornate: gold, with exquisite enameling, and set with pearls and diamonds. She stared at it.
âItâs French,â Amy said. âYou cock it with this.â She indicated a part. âThen it works the same as any other pistol, Mr. Bates said. But it has a very short range. I suspect itâs easier to injure somebody by hitting them in the head with the grip. In any event, we need to shorten the dueling distance. Do you mind? I pointed out to Mr. Bates that the minimum distance is no less than three yards. I do wish I knew what was in Lord Lovedonâs mind.â
âHeâs whimsical,â Chloe said.
âYes, everyone says so. And itâs mere form, of course. So many duels are, you know. One goes through the motionsââ
âYes, yes,â Chloe broke in impatiently. âBut we must do it Lord Lovedonâs way.â Sheâd called him a coward and no gentleman. Sheâd refused to apologize. That, Amy had said, gave him the choice of weapons and terms. And the first shot. âIf he wants to dirty his pretty French pistols by shooting them off, thatâs his choice.â
Shoot straight at me . . . Trust me.
Though she knewâshe was positive âshe had nothing to be afraid of, her heart was pounding very hard. She cocked the weapon as Amy had instructed and held it down by her side.
She was aware of Lord Lovedon following the same procedure, but it was a distant awareness. So many wild thoughts raced through her mind that she couldnât keep up with them, let alone make sense of them. Her heart wouldnât slow. She knew nothing terrible would happen, yet she was panicking all the same.
She was aware of Lord Lovedon coming much closer.
This was too close.
They were very small pistols, but small ones tended to be highly inaccurate. She might hurt him by accident. But no, they couldnât be loaded. He wouldnât shoot her and he couldnât possibly want her to shoot him.
Could he?
This was absurd. He was doing it on purpose to aggravate her. Whimsical, indeed.
Mr. Bates said, âMiss Renfrew will ask if you are ready, then count to two, and
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