living room, but kissing him like the world was about to end.
The ingrained hostess training that all the Baxter girls had been given won outâshe poured him a glass from a jug in the fridge.
âOr would you like something stronger?â she asked.
âWaterâs good.â He accepted the glass, took a drink, then put it on the counter. He gazed at Pia as she sipped hers and shook his head. âLook at us, standing in your kitchen, drinking water. JT and Pia fourteen years later. â
It wasnât how heâd imagined their future back then. Factor in a brood of kids, a house with a yard, Pia a famous fashion designer and itâd be closer to the truth. Of course it probably would never have gotten that farâat the first sign of trouble sheâd abandoned him, ripping his heart from his chest in the process, so better it had happened when it did than once they had a mortgage and three or four children. Heâd never forget that when the going had gotten tough, sheâd cut and run without a backward glance at him.
Heâd dodged a bullet that day and heâd made damn surenever to get himself in the firing line again. He would never open himself to a womanâespecially not this one.
Pia put her glass in the sink, then without meeting his eyes, she asked, âWhen did you start believing Warner was your father?â
JT leaned back on the counter behind him and sank his hands into his pockets. Probably much better to talk about this than where his mind had been going. âWhen his death appeared in the papers.â
âYour mother told you?â Genuine interest and concern filled her eyes. Pia and his mother had been closeâshe said sheâd been able to talk to his mother in a way she never could with her own. And his mother, whoâd always wanted a daughter, had been thrilled when sheâd thought she was getting Pia for a daughter-in-law. From the little his mother told him, they still met occasionally for lunch, but details had been kept from him; he knew it was to protect him and had left it at that.
He dipped his chin in a short nod. âSheâd been scared of him.â
Pia flinched. âShe was hiding?â
He clenched his fists in his pockets. As a child, heâd thought his mother liked moving around, but in his teens heâd begun to suspect she was running from someone or something. Seemed heâd been right. âShe was in the Bramson Holdings secretarial pool. They had an affair. He thought it was merely convenient. She was in love.â
âOh, poor Theresa.â Piaâs eyes glistened with the sympathy his mother deserved. This was the first time heâd repeated what his mother had told himâbesides the few dry details to his attorneyâand it felt good to have someone react the same way.
âShe fell pregnant, and when she told him, he said he was already engaged and nothing would get in the way ofthat wedding.â His jaw hardened, making it difficult to get the words out. âHe told her to get an abortion.â
Her face paled. âShe didnât want one?â
âApparently not, but Warner told her there would be consequences if she didnât.â His throat was suddenly dry, and Pia pressed his glass of water into his hands. He frownedâhe hadnât noticed her pick it upâbut took the glass and drank deeply.
When he handed the empty glass back, Pia asked gently, âDid she talk to Warner?â
He shook his head. âShe went home, packed and ran.â
âThatâs why you were always changing schools.â Pia moved closer, laid a hand on his arm, bringing all her softness and warmth to him. And without thinking, he took what she offered, wrapping an arm around her waist and pulling her close.
âYou know, she never let on that she was scaredâshe made it feel like we were exploring new places all the time.â He still couldnât believe his
Janwillem van de Wetering