the eldest of Warner Bramsonâs sons. The only time heâd ever lost a fight was when Pia had left him. And soon heâd rectify that, too. Now heâd seen her again, tasted her, heâd have her back in his bed one final time before this was over.
Three
P ia watched JT leaning back against a countertop in her kitchen and her heart ached for him. She didnât doubt the storyâsheâd wanted Warner Bramsonâs account because sheâd suspected as much. But she hadnât heard the details before, hadnât known Theresa had been told to get an abortion. She shuddered.
JT had never had much of a familyâhe was an only child with a single mother. Now heâd discovered who his biological father was and had two newfound half brothers, but they didnât want him. Were actually working to keep him locked out. He wouldnât have expected to be welcomed into the family fold, but still the rejection had to hurt the lost boy deep inside him.
Once upon a time, theyâd almost made a family togetherâJT and her, and their baby. Theyâd had such magnificent plans for their future, but she and JT had been apart for the fourteen years since then, and their baby hadnever drawn breath. The heavy emptiness of grief for that little life descended over her shoulders, pressing down.
âDo you ever think about our baby?â she whispered, leaning back against the kitchen counter across from him.
His eyes widened for a second and dark pain swam in their depths. She guessed this wasnât a topic he usually talked about either. Perhaps she shouldnât have brought it upâit was too intimate, they didnât have that kind of relationship anymore.
He cleared his throat and jerked his head in a nod. âAll the time.â
A little part of the wall sheâd erected around her heart crumbled at his admission. That wall had been protecting her from the unbearable feelings of loss since the terrible day their baby died when sheâd fallen from her bedroom window on her way to meet JT.
Sheâd been twenty weeks pregnant and had just told her parents. Their solution was to move her away for the rest of the pregnancy and then adopt the baby out. Frantic, sheâd rung JT and theyâd made a rushed plan to run far away that night. Sheâd packed a few things together, and on the climb out the second-story windowâa climb sheâd done hundreds of times beforeâshe fell. Her parents rushed her to the hospital, but no one had been able to save her baby.
Afterward sheâd pushed JT awayâsheâd had no choice. But having him here, their both feeling the same loss, made it a little safer to say the words she couldnât say to anyone else.
âIâve often wondered if I think about her so much because there was no closure. No body, no grave.â Her gaze drifted to her bedroom door, where her memory box was concealed at the back of the cupboard. âThere was never a chance to grieve properly. My parents wanted the whole episode swept under the carpet.â
His eyes flashed fire at the mention of her parents. âThey shouldnât have done that,â he said, then his voice softened. âThere might not have been a body or grave, but there is something.â
Something? Her heart missed a beat. âWhat do you mean?â
JT opened his mouth, then hesitated, as if engaging in an internal debate. Then, holding her gaze, he nodded, decision made. âGrab a coat. Iâll show you.â
âOn your bike?â she said skeptically, looking out the window at the silver machine heâd ridden over.
He followed her line of vision and frowned. âGood point. I donât have a second helmet. Weâll take your car.â
As he took a step toward the door, she held up a hand. This was going too fast; she couldnât think straight. âHang on. I havenât agreed to go anywhere with you.â
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