It just broke into three pieces and slid further down the cliff. The smallest chunk landed square on the ledge, blocking off the trail in front of me as neatly as a door; the other two huge boulders are resting on the cliff below.
Exactly where Lily and Scott were the last time I Â saw them.
7
3:58 FRIDAY AFTERNOON
âLily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily . . .â
My face is pressed against the rock where the trail used to be. Iâm the only one left alive and thereâs nothing I can do but scream.
âLily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily, Lily . . .â
My throat gives up. Gasp-hiccup-burp. It sounds disgusting, but it doesnât matter, no one can hear.
I canât move; Iâm emptied out and hollow inside, glued to my sisterâs grave.
âRaven! Raven, can you hear me?â
The voice is whispery and muffled. I spin around, but thereâs no one there.
Lilyâs dead and now her ghost is haunting me!
âRaven, would you stop screaming and listen!â
That sounds more like my sister. Not like a ghost.
âWhere are you?â
âIn here  â behind the rocks.â
âYouâre not dead?â
âOf course Iâm not dead! I wouldnât be talking to you if I was dead!â
Behind the rocks, not under the rocks! Alive, not dead; behind, not under! It runs through my head like a poem; Iâm so happy that it takes me a minute to realise that behind the rocks is still not great.
When I ran through it on the way up, the trail was like a cave with the front side open. Now itâs a tunnel because the two biggest chunks of the nose have only slid far enough to completely cover the front. Except tunnels have exits.
Lilyâs voice is coming from a crack between the door rock and the cliff. I put my face to the gap, but itâs too small, I canât see her.
âWhy donât you go out the other end?â
The worldâs stupidest question; luckily sheâs talking at the same time.
âItâs so dark I canât see  â and I canât get through to the other end. Can you see how we can get out?â
The nose rocks are huge. This one is as big as a door; the other two arenât even rocks, theyâre slabs of mountain. Thereâs no way I could move them; even Scott . . .
âWhereâs Scott?â
âHe shoved me under the hollow when the first stone hit  â it sounded like a gunshot! But the next rock got him before he was all the way in. Heâs breathing, but I canât wake him up.â
Her voice is trembly and thatâs the scariest thing of all. My big sister and stepfather are trapped; heâs unconscious and sheâs scared. Iâm the only one on the outside.
If I scrunch my eyes up tight, I can pretty well see the puzzle pieces of where these three nose rocks fitted together. Iâm hoping that means there wasnât much left over to fall anywhere else.
âLily, Iâm going to go check the other side.â
Iâll have to go straight across those huge pieces of nose, below where the trail used to be. The two boulders are so big and lumpy that if I slip, Iâll only slide down to the next bump. Easy for someone whoâs already fallen off a cliff.
It would be even easier if I had a rope. I could lasso one end around that pointy bit at the top of the door rock where it juts up over the roof of their cave, and the other end around me.
But the ropeâs in Scottâs backpack.
I probably couldnât lasso it anyway. I might as well get started and stop wishing for things I canât have.
I wish I could see better, I wish I had gloves, and I wish my hands werenât already bleeding! I wish I could have a hot chocolate with marshmallows, and I wish Mum was here and I wish Lily and