âTheyâre everywhere now,â he added irritably. âThese goddamn nuts.â
Century Club, New York City, 2001
âYou must be thinking that Clayton was not exactly a man of the people,â Danforth said with an arid chuckle.
âHe does seem very old-school,â I admitted. âBut the intelligence agency recruited pretty much exclusively from those ranks back then, didnât it?â
âYes, it did,â Danforth said.
âThe good news is that our boys werenât like those upper-class Brits who ended up so disloyal, spying for Mother Russia,â I added. âPhilby, Burgess, and the rest. Traitors all.â
âAnd all equally to be condemned,â Danforth said.
âOf course,â I agreed.
âEven if they believed in their cause?â Danforth asked.
âI wouldnât care what they believed,â I answered.
Danforthâs gaze betrayed a curious complexity, as if the memory of something won or lost had suddenly returned to him.
âIndeed,â he said softly, as if reviewing an old decision or coming to a new one.
âOf course, most of them were fools,â I said, determined to show Danforth that I knew my espionage history, could recite a few details. âThe Cambridge Five. Imagine that group, dashing around Europe, delivering a codebook on Gibraltar, like Philby did.â I laughed derisively. âThey always struck me as buffoons.â
âOr posing as such,â Danforth said. âThere is a lot of acting in this business. Pretending to be afraid. Pretending to be brave. Even pretending to be in love.â
âThat would be a cruel pretense, wouldnât it?â I said.
âYes, it would,â Danforth answered firmly. âPerhaps as cruel as pretending to believe in something when you actually believe the opposite.â
I sensed that this last remark had returned Danforth to his subject.
âDid Clayton believe in whatever he was doing?â I asked.
âClayton believed absolutely in what he was doing,â Danforth answered. âThere was never anything confused or addled about him, nothing in disarray.â
âNot like that woman in the bar, then,â I said, to demonstrate that Iâd been listening closely to his tale.
âNo,â Danforth said, ânothing like that woman in the bar. Who walked straight to the rear of the place that night, by the way.â His gaze grew distant, a man sinking back into the past. âAs a matter of fact, she came so close to me a clump of snow fell off her coat and landed on mine.â
Old Town Bar, New York City, 1939
âOh, Iâm so sorry,â she said.
As the woman had gone by, a clump of snow had fallen fromthe bundle of woolens she held and dropped onto Danforthâs overcoat.
âNothing to worry about,â Danforth told her gently. He noted her face, how young it was, the tragedy of her derangement doubled by her youth.
The woman frantically brushed the snow from the shoulder of Danforthâs coat. âYou got a nice coat,â she said. Their eyes met. âIt ainât ruined, is it?â
âNot at all,â Danforth answered. âReally. Nothing to worry about.â
A crooked little smile appeared. âI thought I got that snow off me,â she said with a quick, self-conscious laugh. âBut it ainât easy to get off you once you got it on you.â
âNo harm done,â Danforth told her. âItâs just snow.â
Her smile struggled for and lost its place, a string by turns taut and slack. âAnyway, sorry.â
âNothing to worry about,â Danforth assured her again.
With that, the woman turned and made her way to a table in the far corner. She sat down and fussed with her things, her scarf, her coat, a cloth bag with a long strap, all of which appeared to fight her, making her movements grow more frustrated, almost comically so, as she labored to subdue