didnât exist, but was completely true⦠I think the photographs were just a way to give him a safe framework to explore some unknown and dangerous landscape. He transformed his desires into paper and silver nitrate. What could be more innocuous?
PETER : Perhaps we all do that when we grow up. Find safe ways to make dangerous trips.
PETER PAN : Generally the pirate lagoon is more dangerous than the Indian camp.
ALICE IN WONDERLAND : Except when itâs the other way around.
PETER PAN : Exactly! ⦠Itâll be dark soon. Help me find some wood for a campfire.
PETER PAN and ALICE IN WONDERLAND assemble a campfire .
ALICE : I went home that day and told my mother of our conversation in the darkroom. What I could understand of it⦠She didnât let us see him after that. She made me burnall his letters. All that special purple ink he used, up in flames⦠A year later I received the manuscript of âAliceâs Adventures Undergroundâ in the post. In his own hand, with his own drawings⦠I never thanked him.
PETER : And you never saw him again?
ALICE : Much later. When I was grown and married. We had tea with my sister Lorina⦠We were cordial strangers⦠The golden afternoon was over. I thought it was going to be endless. But it was as quick as the beating of a dragonflyâs wing.
PETER PAN and ALICE IN WONDERLAND ignite their representation of a campfire .
ALICE and PETER are drawn toward it as wellâ¦it suggests CARROLL âs letters burning, the smoke drifting up .
They all huddle by the fire, itâs warm and intimate⦠Weâre in a beautiful representation of Neverland now .
ALICE : Lord, as many days as are left to me, Iâll never forget those letters burning⦠It was the cruelest thing Iâd ever seen: all the lovely words, all his heartâs devotion, gone . As if they never existed⦠It was the first time I realized that things donât always stay the same⦠(she watches the smoke drift away)⦠There it goes; into the vapors⦠Should life really be that delicate?
PETER : Life was supposed to be strong and hearty. Like a pirate.
ALICE IN WONDERLAND : But sometimes itâs gossamer, like Tinker Bell.
PETER PAN : Like a Mock Turtleâs tear⦠It gets cold at night in Neverland. He didnât write about that.
PETER PAN shivers, a little chilled .
PETER unconsciously puts his arm around him .
ALICE IN WONDERLAND : There is no night in Wonderland. No one sleeps much.
PETER PAN : The Dormouse sleeps⦠The Mad Hatter I think.
ALICE : Would the Mad Hatter dream about being sane?
PETER : Believe me, he would.
ALICE : And Peter Pan, what would he dream of?
PETER PAN : Mother.
ALICE takes in the lovely fire, the stillness, the beautiful nighttime setting .
ALICE : Itâs enchanting here.
PETER : Oh yesâ¦
He wanders forward, holding PETER PAN by the hand .
PETER : Neverland is enchanting; it always was to me⦠I remember the first time I saw the play. I thought it was all real, you remember?
PETER PAN : Yes.
PETER : I thought you were real and Captain Hook was real and the painted flats were endless vistas.
PETER PAN : Arenât they?
PETER : If they were you would have flown off forever, never to be seen again, onto the nextâ¦enchantment.
He leaves PETER PAN and steps forward alone .
PETER : I wanted to live there, Mrs. Hargreaves⦠From my box, the first time I saw the play, my brothers at my side, Uncle Jim busy somewhere backstage, I saw Neverland come to life. It was real. It was real⦠And it was so beautiful⦠I could fly.
PETER PAN : You can.
PETER : After the performance Uncle Jim took us backstage. It was a mad bustle, even that was thrilling. I mean I knew it wasnât actually real, I knew they were all actors, and we were in a theatre⦠But I needed to know if this place existed, if it were somehow true , even though it wasnât real.So as
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