down. The instrument keeps squawking and honking like an asthmatic goose, and soon weâre both laughing so hard that we sound like sick birds too.
âIâm so glad you found it,â Jeanette says, sitting on the cold concrete floor, fanning herself after the laughter subsides. âItâs yours if you want it.â
I stare at her. Iâve never told her how much I want to play the accordionâor something like one, anyway. Dad hates the accordion because his parents forced him to take lessons when he was a kid. Which is why Iâve never asked to learn. Since last summer, though, Iâve been sneaking CD s from the library, downloading foot-stomping accordion tunes onto my iPod and dreaming of playing them myself one day. Itâs not something most teenagers dream about, I know, but I donât really care. My music makes me happy.
I like the sound of the bandoneón even better than the accordion. Itâs richer and more haunting somehow, and you can add all sorts of accents to the music by clicking your fingernails across the buttons, drumming on the casing or bouncing the bellows on your knee.
âI canât believe youâre giving it to me.â
âOf course you can have it,â she says. âWhat am I going to do with it?â
âSell it?â I ask. âIt must be worth a fortune.â Much as I want this instrument, I know the money should go to the soup kitchen. Thatâs what Alison wanted to do with the basement stuff, wasnât it?
Jeanette shrugs. âWe didnât pay much for it. We got it at a yard sale from a woman who kept complaining about all the junk her son brought home. Alison was about to tell her that this âjunkâ goes for thousands on eBay when the woman said something racist about a customer who was trying to barter. Alison was so disgusted, she just paid the asking price and left.â
I laugh, because I can totally picture Alisonâs polite smile getting tighter and tighter, rage blazing in her eyes. She didnât get angry often, but when she did, everyone knew it.
âSo it could be worth a fortune,â I say.
âA few thousand,â Jeanette admits, âbut I think Alison would have wanted you to have it. The idea was to do something useful with our old stuff. Fundraising for the soup kitchen is one possibility. Giving it to someone who would really appreciate it is another.â
I nod, looking down at the instrument with its shiny black ends and round white buttons. I do appreciate it, and I can always give it back if I decide it should be sold. For now, itâs mine. âThank you.â
I pack it away, smoothing the red cloth on top. Then I take it up to my room, lay it in the center of my bed and give it a pat before heading back down to rescue my aunt from a box of old socks.
âThe basement?â Mom asks that evening during our nightly phone call. I settle into the worn armchair by the wall phone. My aunt is the only person I know who doesnât have a cordless phone. Momâs voice sounds tinny and very far away. âI canât believe youâve started already,â she says. âI thought for sure Jeanette would take a few months to work up to it.â
Which shows how little my mother understands her sister. When my aunt says sheâll do something, she follows through. No way am I going to point that out, though, because if I say this about Jeanette, Mom will think Iâm saying she herself doesnât follow through on things. (Which is true, actually, especially when sheâs stressed out, but I would never say that aloud. My mom has a lot of great qualities, but itâs best to avoid talking about things that arenât her strengths.) âIt was raining too much to do anything else today,â I tell her. âYou should see some of the stuff we found down there!â
For a second, Iâm tempted to tell her about the bandoneón, but I