too.”
I laughed breathlessly as he repeated the
touch, his thumb circling slowly. It wasn’t anything
like the first time, not even remotely—no sparks,
no goose bumps—but he was beautiful, and he was
staring up at me with those remarkable brown
eyes, and even if it wasn’t a repeat of that moment
from before, even if it didn’t make my heart and
body sing, it still felt good. Really good. Enough to
remind me of exactly how long it had been since
I’d been touched with anything even resembling
desire. God, did I miss it.
“I’d like that.” I forced myself to pull my
hand away so I could reach into my tote bag and
withdraw one of my business cards. It’d be simple
enough to just scribble my cell phone number on
the back. “What’s your name?”
“Oh, God, I’m sorry,” he said with a chuckle.
“Guess I forgot my manners. My name is Archer…
but you can call me Arch.”
Asher
JESUS Christ.
I sat up in bed, bleary at first, unaware of
what had woken me. Then I heard it. Laughing.
There was always laughing. I wondered what
could be so funny in a life spent barely working a
retail job and drinking all weekend… but it was
Wednesday. Damn.
I dragged my tired ass out of bed to the living
room, ready to shut down whatever miniparty my
brother had going on. Our building was mostly
older people and professional types. The last thing
I needed was one of them calling the cops or our
landlord.
Last minute, I remembered to drag on some
sweats before I hit the door. I’d been so hot after
my shower I just passed out on my bed with a
towel. The momentary thought of walking out into
the living room stark naked so Archer’s friends
could laugh at me in that way they did, that laugh
that said they were so much better than me with
their expensive clothes and lack of real work,
made my stomach quake.
Arch and his friends were out in the living
room, just as I’d imagined, lying on the couch in
various states of inebriation, laughing at nothing at
all. Archer had a joint in his hand, and he was
about to light it—like that was okay in any reality.
“What the hell, Arch? It’s the middle of the
week. And weed? Do you want one of the
neighbors to call the freaking cops?”
“Hey, your brother’s hot too,” a boy on the
couch said. And I thought of him as a boy because
the kid couldn’t have been much more than legal.
“Do you two ever hook up with guys together?”
All right. Party’s over. “Out!” I barked.
“Ooh, he’s a grumpy one.” One of Archer’s
friends elbowed the other. “The grumpy ones are
sooo hot in bed. You take Arch, I’ll take him.
What’s your name?”
I stalked toward the couch, hand out. “I’m
serious, you two need to leave. My brother has
work tomorrow, and this is a quiet building.”
“ Fuck , Ash. You are such a buzzkill.” Archer
peeled himself off the couch and headed to the
door. “Sorry, guys. You probably should go. I
wouldn’t want Asher to break something trying to
yank out his bunched-up panties.”
I felt a little bad. It’s not like I liked being
called a buzzkill. Fun was good, friends were
good, but not all the damn time. And Archer never
seemed to have time for anything other than parties
and pretty people. That was his problem. And
because of proximity, it became mine.
Friends shuffled out the door, Archer flopped
onto the couch. “Why did you have to come in here
acting like a stick-up-the-ass grandpa, Ash?”
“I don’t want to act like that. You kind of
force me to when you refuse to be even a little bit
responsible.”
“I don’t force you to do a damn thing. I have
friends, unlike some people in this room, and I
choose not to spend my entire existence working. I
don’t see anything wrong with having a social
life.”
I didn’t reply. It’s not like I had any sort of
defense for having to act like an adult… oh, wait.
We were adults. At least one of us