worries. So howâs it going so far?â
âWith Marva?â
âYeah. I brought all three guys with me today figuring by now youâd have stuff for us to haul out.â
I look at my watchâitâs almost six oâclock. Thereâs no point in lying. Iâve blown the whole day. âI didnât get anywhere. Marva sent me out to buy Post-its, and then she locked herself in her office.â
âPost-its?â
I explain to him my organizational system, and how Marva thought the colors should be different, and green should be represented, and you know these artists, how temperamental they can be, and the best thing is to humor them so they believe theyâre getting their way and ⦠and â¦
Niko is laughing.
âWhat is so funny?â I ask.
âMan, she saw you coming.â
âAnd what exactly is that supposed to mean?â
âIt means she played you.â
âShe did not!â
âYou spent your day buying office supplies.â
âThose Post-its happen to be an integral part of my organizational system.â
âWhatever you say.â
Iâd like to hit him with a snappy comeback, but Iâm haunted by the image of Marva walking away this morning as I was too cowed to say a thing, and I slump in defeat. âYouâre right. I let her totally manipulate me.â
I want to cryâitâs Ash all over again. Itâs Ash, telling me some elaborate story about how it wasnât his pipe or his stash or his pillsâhe was only holding them for this guy he hardly knows. And me being a sucker and believing it, time and time again, because I didnât want to think about what the truth would mean.
Niko slides down so heâs on the couch, facing me. âDonât feel bad. None of us have been able to get her to do anything for weeks now. Her own son couldnât do it. Thatâs why he had to bring you in.â He pauses. âThis was only one day. Youâll get the hang of it.â
âThereâs just so much .â
âWe could wipe out everything in that house in less than a week if it werenât for her. Itâs only a big job because sheâs making it that way. As much as she wants it done, she doesnât want to do it.â
âWell then,â I say, putting on my brave-girl face, âIâll have to use my awesome powers of persuasion.â
His mouth pulls up in a smile. âI look forward to seeing that.â
Niko leaves to join the crew in the basement. Out of sheer stubbornness, Iâm tempted to stay and wait Marva outâeven if it takes all nightâbut I have to be at Heatherâs sonâs birthday party in half an hour. Instead of skulking out defeated, I screw up the courage to go to Marvaâs office, where on the door is taped a note: Do not disturb. The blocky forward-slant of her handwriting seems aggressive enough that I hesitate. When it dawns on me that Iâm such a pushover that Iâm even intimidated by this womanâs writing , I make myself knock.
I hear Marva call for me to come in. As soon as I open the door, itâs as if Iâm walloped by a cyclone of color. The walls are covered with paintings of every size, and canvases are stacked up against them,pulsing with such intensity that itâs overwhelming. âWow, are these yours?â
âWhat is it you need?â Marva asks. Sheâs sitting in front of a desk, making some sort of notes in a book thatâs set on top of a pile of papers. âAre you finally ready to get back to work?â
Me? Finally ready? I want to pull one of those paintings off the wall and clobber her over the head with it.
âI thought you didnât want to be disturbed.â
She doesnât glance up. âThat being the case, why are you willing to disturb me now?â
A red painting with orange and yellow swirls exudes a sense of violence, plus it looks real heavy.