driven him crazy smoothing that creamy, fragrant stuff over her bare legs. They hadnât talked much, but he remembered crickets chirping and the rhythmic squeak of that swing, which could have passed for the sound of bedsprings. To this day he couldnât smell or taste raspberries without hearing that steady creak and seeing her hand slowly massaging the tender skin of her inner thigh.
That might have been the first time sheâd discovered the stuff, but after that sheâd used it constantly, trailing the scent of raspberries wherever she went. Heâd come to dread that aroma, because it never failed to give him an erection, no matter howinappropriate the moment. More than once sheâd glanced at his crotch and smiled, as if thrilled with her new power.
Then, a few weeks after sheâd turned sixteen, sheâd waylaid him in the barn. And sheâd smelled exactly like a bowl of fresh raspberries. Sheâd tasted like that, tooâjuicy and moist, bursting with ripe sweetness.
He often wondered if sheâd been a virgin then. If so, heâd bet she hadnât stayed one long after heâd turned her down. Heâd probably given up the chance to be her first lover that night. Saying no hadnât been easy, considering she didnât look or act like any sixteen-year-old heâd known before or since.
But somehow in the midst of that hot, wet kiss, heâd remembered she was sixteen, and all the lust in the world wouldnât change that. Heâd left the barn in a hurry, followed by the angry insults sheâd hurled after him. At the time heâd thought she was furious. Now he wondered if sheâd been more hurt than angry. He hadnât been particularly sensitive about ending the embrace.
Sensitivity hadnât been on his mind. Self-preservation had been all he could think about. God, how heâd wanted her. But giving in would have meant angering and disappointing two men he cared aboutâhis father and hers.
Shortly after that heâd gone out on the rodeo circuit, figuring escape was the only answer. During his brief trips home over the next three years heâd noticed that Keely had gone overboard to become the sex symbol of Saguaro Junction. But innocent or wild, she turned him on like no one else. How ironic that he hadnât wanted to be her first lover, but later on he hadnât wanted to be the next one in line, either. With great difficulty heâd kept himself in check.
He was much older now and should have better control. But as he watched her scan the shelves looking for her raspberry lotion, he wondered if heâd changed at all where Keely was concerned.
All of a sudden she pounced on a bottle. âLook! Here it is!â
âLooks like it.â He groaned to himself. Wouldnât you know.
âOkay, now a toothbrush.â She moved quickly to that aisle and grabbed a red one. âWhat kind of toothpaste do you use?â
He told her.
âThatâll be fine. We can share, if thatâs all right with you.â
âUh, sure.â He was aware of another customer, a matronly woman, giving them both the once-over.
âGreat. The hotel shampoo will do for a couple of days, but Iâll have to buy deodorant. I donât want some bracing, manly smell on my body.â
His mind spun wildly as he followed her to the antiperspirants. What in Godâs name had he been thinking, proposing this scheme? How was he supposed to keep a level head while they shared the same shower, the same sink, and squeezed from the same toothpaste tube?
Dark red hair bouncing around her shoulders, she stalked through the rest of the store as if looking for something.
And like an idiot, he had to ask. âIs there something else you need?â
âCondoms.â
He choked. âWhy?â
âIâm surprised you would say that. Really, Noah, Iâm beginning to wonder what kind of sex life you have. Ah, there
Janwillem van de Wetering