like it would come off if it was windy enough. It actually looks nice on her, though. Her hairâs all done and sheâs wearing makeup. For a second I imagine what it would be like to go out with Soleil.
âWhereâre you off to? A film premiere?â Aunt Lauraâs all smiles.
âBetter â a date! I havenât had one in years.â
âIâve forgotten what oneâs like,â Aunt Laura says.
âWhereâs Libby?â I find myself saying. I wanted to say it to break up the conversation, but it comes out sounding like I care.
âSheâs downstairs watching an art documentary.â
I snort.
âSeriously,â Soleil says. âSpray paint art in a Brazilian ghetto.â
âWell, she can always join us up here,â Aunt Laura says. âRight, Jakob?â
âUh, right,â I mutter.
Soleil smiles at me with shiny lips. âThatâs really sweet. Sheâs hard to pry away from her obsession. Iâll let her know for next time. Feel free to pop down, Jakob, if you want.â
âOkay, thanks,â I say, thinking what Iâve just heard would be enough to keep anyone away.
âHey, J-man, I wonder if you could do me a favour.â Soleil comes over and sits on the couch. She smells like peach perfume.
I donât move over, even though her legâs touching mine a little. âWhat?â
âTomorrow morning weâre going out of town for a few days and I was hoping you could water our plants.â She eats a piece of pickled ginger off my plate. âIâll pay you.â
I sit up. âReally? How much?â
âYou donât need to do that, Soleil,â Aunt Laura says. âHeâll do it any ââ
âHow much?â I ask again.
âTen bucks.â
âSure. You want me to do anything else?â
âDo you mop floors?â She laughs. âDonât worry about it, J-man. The watering can will be on the counter.â
âThatâs very nice of you, Soleil,â Aunt Laura says, and offers her a cup of tea.
âThanks, but I have to get going,â Soleil says. âWeâll be back by the end of the week.â
She floats out and weâre left with the hero of the bad movie stuck flying across the TV screen.
âWell, thatâll give you one thing to do,â Aunt Laura says from the sink. The dishes clatter.
I stare at the TV for a few minutes, but itâs pathetic. The heroâs going to beat the bad guys and rescue the girl from the coffin sheâs locked in. Itâs always the same.
âYou know, I heard thereâs a mountain biking camp at the rec centre,â Aunt Laura calls over her shoulder.
I take that as my cue to exit. âIâm going to my room,â I say. âTo read.â
âWhat about the movie?â
I let her figure that one out for herself.
Mom and I are making a cake for Dad â a surprise carrot coconut cake that heâll flip over because itâs his favourite and weâve been really good at pretending weâve forgotten his birthday. Momâs stirring in the flour and then the mustard â I know itâs a dream when I ask her about the mustard and she says itâs the secret ingredient
. Letâs eat it for dinner,
she says
. Youâre always asking for dessert first.
Real Mom would never do that either â vegetables are really important to her. She asks me to get the milk, but when I open the fridge door there isnât food on shelves, just a doorway onto a dark, empty street. I donât want to, but I step through, and then Iâm back in the same old dream: the heartbeat of the car echoes in my head as I start the search all over again. The streets are empty, silent and still, like a photograph Iâm running through. The urge is so strong it chokes me, but I run faster â I have to find
it.
I gasp for air and wake up on the floor in my