My Masters' Nightmare Season 1, Episode 11 Consummation Read Online Free PDF Page A

thought only the Padre had fucked him up.
    I kissed his forehead, again murmuring
soothing words until he relaxed in my arms. Once he was quiet, I
let go of him and cupped his face, forcing him to look at me. “What
did Christo do to you?”
    He stared back, giving me the impression
he was trying to work out whether I was real or not.
    “ Jagger,” I said, this time
making my voice stern. “What did my uncle do?”
    “ He made me fuck Sophia ... I
think ... possibly. Merda , I’m not sure.” He put his hands to his head. “I thought
I’d killed her, but I couldn’t have, because she’d screamed when
Christo took her. He fucked her too, I think. I’m so fucking
confused; I don’t know what’s real and what’s not
anymore.”
    “ The Padre told me he caught you raping Sophia. He
pulled you off her, said she looked dead, but he didn’t mention
Christo being there, plus Christo said he didn’t know about you
hurting Sophia.”
    Jagger dropped his gaze, appearing
ashamed.
    “ Look at me,” I
said.
    He raised his gaze,
th ose golden
eyes of his haunted.
    “ It happened, it’s done, it’s
over,” I added. “You need to move on.”
    He shook his head. “I can’t,
the Padre won’t allow me to move on; Sophia won’t either. I hurt her,
like he hurt me. I told her she deserved it, but she didn’t. I knew
how it felt, yet I did it to her. It made me want to kill myself,
but I still hurt her.”
    “ Do you know this for sure?
Because you
said you weren’t certain.”
    He breathed out. “I’m not certain of
anything, plus Rita didn’t remember.”
    “ Then maybe it never
happened, so stop tormenting yourself.”
    “ I can’t help it. The memories, or
whatever they are, keep playing over and over in my head. I think
I’m losing my mind.” He started rubbing his eyes, being too
rough.
    I yanked his hands down. “What drugs did you
take?”
    “ I didn’t take
anything.”
    “ It doesn’t look like it. Was it
acid?”
    “ No.” He pulled his hands free and looked
past me, his eyes scanning the room.
    I grabbed his face.
“ We’re the
only ones here, so answer my question honestly. What drugs did you
take?”
    “ I told you, I took nothing.” He
squeezed his eyes shut. “I’m just losing my mind.”
    “ Did you take drugs all
those years ago?”
    He opened his eyes. “When?”
    “ When you said you
attacked Sophia.”
    “ Only antidepressants. The Padre used to force them
down my throat. I hated them, they made me hallucinate.”
    “ One of my sisters used
antidepressants and they never made her hallucinate. Maybe
the bastardo gave you something else, and if he did, maybe what you
thought you did was all a dream.”
    “ It felt real.”
    “ Dreams can feel real,
especially if you’ve been drugged, so forget about the Padre and
Sophia.”
    “ I can’t with Sophia, Rita, or whatever
her name is, being here. I don’t want to see her anymore, I want
her gone; I want her out of my life for good—like the Padre .”
    “ I can make that
happen.”
    “ How?”
    “ I’ll tell her where the passage
out of here is.”
    “ She won’t leave
Frano.”
    “ She will if she finds out
my uncles have her brother.”
    Jagger went rigid. “What?”
    “ I got a call earlier. Matteo
took her brother from the mental hospital.”
    He started shaking his
head , his
eyes filled with panic. “No, they’ll hurt Lucan, he’s like a
child.”
    “ They won’t , as long as Rita goes to them.
They’re only holding him to get to her. They’ll return him to the
hospital once she gives herself up. Christo told me and his word is
law. So, all I have to do is tell her about what’s happened and to
direct her to the passage.”
    “ She already knows where it
is.”
    “ Good, then
it’ ll
happen. And, caro , you are safe now. I will make sure my uncles never come
near you again.” I took a hold of his lovely face and kissed his
lips, getting lost in them for a moment. I finally forced myself to
stop.