erase it, but I wouldnât let her. I knew what book it was from.
It was supposed to be a âsort ofâ farewell party. Sort of, because she insisted sheâd be back. Probably not till next year, but sheâd be back. It was a temporary good-bye. More of a âsee you later.â The party was scheduled for Friday. Her last official day. It was to take place during lunch. She was going to order pizza for the whole class, and McKenzieâs mom was bringing cupcakes. We had leftover juice boxes from our Valentineâs Day celebration a few months ago. There would be a more professional gathering with coffee and pound cake in the teachersâ lounge after school, a chance for Ms. Bixby to say âsee you laterâto the other teachers, but this party was just for us.
Except it didnât happen.
That Monday, with only five days left until her last day, we all shuffled into the room to find someone else waiting for us beside Ms. Bixbyâs desk. It was Principal McNair, wearing a navy business suit, black hair corralled into a bun, purple bags under her eyes. âIâm sorry, kids,â she began. âBut Iâm afraid Ms. Bixby isnât coming in today. It looks like she wonât be back for the rest of the year, in fact.â
Standing beside me in his stupid Gap sweatshirt, Kyle Kipperson blurted out, âIs she dead?â I turned and glared, wanting desperately to punch him square in that giant, upside-down-lighbulb nose of his. Principal McNair looked like she was about to have a heart attack.
âOh heavens, no!â she choked. âNo. Not at all. She just isnât feeling well. And we all thought it best if she started taking her leave of absence early and concentrated on taking care of herself.â
There were groans from all over. Most of them were for Ms. Bixby, though Iâm sure some were just disappointed that there wouldnât be a party. Part of me just wanted to scream at them. Topher told them all to shut up, which raised the principalâs eyebrow but at least stopped the groaning.
âYou should know that she fought us over it, but we insisted,âPrincipal McNair continued. âShe wanted to be here. She even recorded a message for you.â
Principal McNair turned around and fumbled with Ms. Bixbyâs computer for a moment, trying to get the smartboard to work. She wiggled the mouse and the screen flashed to life, revealing Ms. Bixby, looking much the same as the Friday before, except like sheâd just woken up, her eyes not as bright. She smiled that smile of hers, though: The one that lets you know that she knows what youâre really up to. The one that Iâd gotten more than once.
âHello, class,â prerecorded Bixby said, pulling the pink strand behind her ear, her face filling the camera. âSorry to leave you all in the lurch like this, but it turns out Principal McNair doesnât want me hanging around the school anymore. Sheâs afraid Iâm contagious.â
âAbsolutely not true,â the flustered principal whispered, but we all hushed her so that we could hear the rest of Ms. Bixbyâs message.
âTurns out Iâm going to take my time off a little earlier than expected. Relax in my hammock with a good book and some mint tea, catch up on my to-dos, and, of course, get healthy. But before I leave, I want you all to know how proud I am of you. It has been wonderful getting to know you and watching your minds evolve and expand, and I only hope that youâve learned asmuch from me as Iâve learned from you.â Video Bixby paused, looked down and then back up. âI will be back next year,â she said finally, âand you will all come back and visit me, Iâm sure, and we will have that party we planned on. So be good for Principal McNair and the sub, and thanks for being such an awesome class. Remember me and smile, for itâs better to forget than to