remember me and cry. Au revoir.â
The picture froze and Principal McNair hunched back over the computer. In a blink, Ms. Bixby was gone. The room was completely silent. It was a long time before anyone made a move or a sound. Even Kyle Kipperson managed to keep his big mouth shut for once. Then finally Sarah Tolsen timidly raised her hand.
âWhat about The Hobbit ?â
Principal McNair looked confused. âWhat about The Hobbit ?â she asked back.
âMs. Bixbyâs been reading it to us after lunch. We only have twenty pages left,â Sarah explained, pointing to the hardback copy sitting on the desk. âWe were supposed to finish it this week. We have to know how it ends.â
Principal McNair smiled unconvincingly. âIâm sure the sub can finish reading the book to you.â
âBut will she read it like Ms. Bixby reads it?â Carlos Menzanno asked.
âYeah, will she do the voices?â
âAnd what about our field trip to the duck pond? Ms. Bixby said sheâd take us on Thursday.â
âAnd we never got around to finishing our unit on the coral reef.â
âIs there a chance sheâll be back before the year ends?â
âCanât she just come back for the party at least?â
It was a flurry of questions. Everybody was just shouting them out, nobody bothering to raise their hand. Even with the principal in the room, the class soon dissolved into a muddle, twenty uncertain voices burbling at once. I didnât raise my hand. The questions I had, I was sure Principal McNair couldnât possibly answer. Neither Topher nor Steve raised their hands either. The principal looked from one face to the next, clearly overwhelmed, reaching out to steady herself against the desk. Then I heard McKenzie ask if she should still bother to bring in cupcakes on Friday.
Next thing I knew, Principal McNair was walking quickly out the door, one hand over her face, just leaving us alone in the room with a blank screen, an unfinished book, and so many questions.
Iâm no genius, but there is one thing I do know: I know that Ms. Bixby isnât coming back this year. I know a thing or two about hospitals and medical procedures and recovery times. I knowthat sometimes itâs easier to tell somebody what they want to hear or tell them only part of the truth.
Thereâs a difference between the truth and the whole truth. The truth is Ms. Bixby is sick and she is leaving. The whole truth is that I have something I need to tell her. Something she already knows, but I feel like I have to say it out loud, in person, just in case sheâs forgotten, because she needs to hear it just as much as I did.
Which means, somehow or another, Iâve got to see her again.
Topher
DATE: FRIDAY, MAY 7. TIME: 0730. LOCATION: Outer perimeter of Fox Ridge Elementary School, just south of the bus drop-off, and unfortunately behind some bushes with potentially poisonous berries and prickly thorns.
Special Agent Sakata and I have snuck behind enemy lines. The drop zone is clear; no sign of enemy patrols. Agent Sakata is armed with a Carhartt multitool, complete with pliers, unworkable scissors, and Phillips head screwdriver. I have my sketchbookâdonât leave home without itâand a regulation-size box of raisins. The raisins are almost gone. The air is sharp with the smell of diesel and mown grass. We are already five minutes behind schedule. Special Agent Walker is late.
âWhere is he?â
âHow am I supposed to know?â Agent Sakata answers.
âWhatâs his bus number?â
âI donât know that either.â
âBut you know everything!â
âI donât know what bus he rides. Iâve never even been to his house!â
I shrug, letting Steve off the hook. Itâs true. Neither of us has been to Brandâs house. Not because we wouldnât go. Only because weâve never been invited. Heâs been to