them in the first place. But I didnât want to turn Brian against his father completely. That wasnât my style.
Brianâs forehead wrinkled. âYouâre lying.â
I shrugged and looked away, not bothered with the conversation any more. Before Brian left the room, Ispoke again, still not moving my head from the television. âIâm a grown woman, Brian. How dare you tell me who I can and cannot talk to! How dare you tell me where to work! Iâm your mother and you disgust me with the way you talk to me.â I spoke calmly and politely, but with enough strength for it to really hit home.
Vincent stepped out from behind the door. He gave me what I
thought
was a small smile before disappearing again down the hall. The very thought of a smile sent tears flying to my eyes.
After the morning break on Saturday, I was put working on Jennyâs till. She eyed me warily for the first thirty minutes. Then she finally spoke.
âSo youâre Brianâs ma?â
I didnât answer. I looked away and waited for the customers to approach us. But the supermarket wasnât busy.
âHey,â she said. âHello?â
I looked the other way.
âAre you ignoring me?â she asked in surprise.
I turned to her. âMy son has ever-so-politely requested that I donât talk to you.â
The sides of Jennyâs mouth lifted into a smile. Dimples formed on her cheeks. She looked much softer.
âAh, donât mind him. Heâs an old grump.â She smiled.
My heart lifted.
âWhat do you see in him?â I asked in confusion. She laughed and shrugged. But I could see her thinking about it.
After a moment she spoke. âHeâs got nice eyes. Blue sparkly eyes.â
âOh,â I said in surprise.
âTheyâre like yours, actually.â She studied my face closely. âYouâve got nice eyes.â
âUsually people say the boys look like Charlie,â I said, feeling flattered.
âYuck.â Jenny pulled a face. âNo way!â
I laughed. âNot a fan of Charlieâs, I see?â
Jenny shook her head. âI should ask you what you saw in
him
.â
I laughed again. âIt looks like you and I are going to get along just fine,â I said. âBut donât tell Brian,â I added.
âOh,
forget
him.â She rolled her eyes. âHeâll grow up.â
Ten
On Sunday morning I came downstairs to find Charlie rooting around in the kitchen presses again.
âCharlie!â I said angrily.
âYouâve stopped buying brown sauce.â He looked around the press door with a scowl.
I stared at him with anger.
âWhy?â he said more forcefully.
âCharlie, you were the only person who liked brown sauce. And you donât live here any more,
remember
?â I folded my arms across my chest.
The boys looked at me in surprise. The child-like tone that was usually in my voice when I spoke to Charlie was gone.
Charlie slowly closed the press door. He stood across from me with his legs spread and his shoulders back, trying to intimidate me.
âHow did you get in here?â I asked, knowing that Brian had left his keys behind when he went out with his father.
âTheyâre called
keys
, Emelda.â Charlie spoke as though I were stupid. He dangled his keys in front of my face.
I snatched them out of his hand, causing the three boys and Charlie to jump. I put the keys in my pocket.
âNow that youâre living with the woman you left me for, you wonât be needing
these
any more, will you?â
âWhat?â Charlie shouted.
âThereâs no need to raise your voice, Charlie. Itâs very simple. You have chosen not to be with me any more. You told me you didnât love me any more and that our marriage was over, yes?â
Brianâs mouth dropped open. This seemed to be news to him.
Charlie looked at the kids and back at me. âNot in