rent a little house for the summer. Itâs hot here already, but thereâs water, many places to swim, good hamburgers. Jerryâs wife is nice and wants to meet you. They have a baby a little older than Stevie. (They guessed which musician she was named for, which shows you they knew me pretty good right away!)
I thought you could come when school is out, since you wonât be subbing. If you donât want to come, I want Jay for the summer. He can stay with me at the shop, or at Jerryâs some of the time. I want to find an old car and start showing him how to work on engines. I promise I wonât let him on a motorcycle, I know how you feel about that .
If you arenât going to come, we need to come to an agreement about child support and stuff, and whether you want a divorce, oh Maggie, not that! But I donât feel right sending you what I decide, I donât know what I ought to be doing, but I can tell you the only reason I havenât sent more is because I was saving up for security deposits for renting a house and turning on the utilities, and I overhauled the engine on the truck .
Well, school will be out pretty soon and thereâs no real reason for you not to come. I promise you you wonât be nearly as lonesome as you think you will. Jerryâs wife (Lisa) is dying for you to come, and Iâve already got to know some other people, too. Youâd meet people because of the kids, especially when theyâre in school. What else can I say? I didnât say I love you, I miss you all the time, Iâve been true to you but I donât like being alone at all. If you want I will come get you, or we can use some of what Iâve saved and you can fly, except that you couldnât bring very much stuff .
Maybe you could talk to Mom about it. Not your friends. I donât mean donât talk to them, God donât get mad like Iâve insulted them or something. I just mean theyâre not the best ones to understand us. Theyâre not really like us. Mom wants us together. I bet she prays for it, if I know her. Thereâs a Mexican works in the shop, he says everything that happens, his wife goes to church and lights candles. If I was Catholic, thatâs what Iâd do. Iâd light all the candles in the place, and every one, Iâd say, please let Maggie and the kids come. Please let me say the right things instead of the wrong things this time .
Love, Mo
Mrs. Toblerâs English class had just finished reading Death of a Salesman . She had left a list of discussion questions. Maggie looked over the afternoonâs plansâthere would be three classes in a rowâand saw that the next class had the same assignment, for the same play, and that the last class was going to watch part of the movie.
She checked her watch, and turned to write the questions on the board. She knew by the time she had written out the first couple of lines that she would not attempt a discussion. She didnât want to maneuver her way through the studentsâ apathy and insolence, second-guessing who could be called on and who to avoid. She would tell the students they could work in pairs to write out answers in preparation for a discussion the next dayâwith their teacher. âKeep it down,â she would say sternly, âor you will have to work singly, in silence.â That was about the extent of her ability to threaten. That, and taking names.
Mrs. Tobler wasnât stupid; why did she leave a sub to launch talk about a boring play with a class of students who would know Maggie was a lightweight? And there were the things Mrs. Tobler had no way to know: that Maggie had no father and did not know how to talk about fathers, that her childrenâs father was in Texas selling motorcycles, that she had been up all night with a sick baby .
âCheers.â
She looked up to see Rachel at the door. There were five minutes left of lunch hour. She waved
Under the Cover of the Moon (Cobblestone)