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Ending their marriage had been the right thing to do. Sheâd gotten therapy, moved on and made a wonderful life for herself.
And heâd moved on. Achieved the success heâd always wanted.
There was nothing to be sad about.
She spent most of the rest of the day in the ocean with Joy, until all thoughts of her miscarriage and her ex-husband had receded. Through the week, occasionally something would remind her of her short pregnancy or her doomed marriage, but she ruthlessly squelched the urge to feel sorry for herself until by Friday, she didnât have a second thought about going to Cainâs house to clean. The past was the past. Sheâd moved on, into the future.
Assuming heâd already gone to work, Liz simply pulled the Happy Maids car into his driveway, bounced out and let herself into his kitchen.
But when she turned from pulling her key from the door, she saw Cain standing over a tall stack of waffles.
âGood morning.â
She froze.
They werenât supposed to run into each other. That was why she thought she could keep this job. But three of her four cleaning trips to his house, heâd been home. Without even knowing it, heâd dredged up memories that sheâd had to deal with. Emotions sheâd thought long dead. Now here he was again.
Still, she wouldnât make an argument of it. She could say a few words of casual conversation, as she walked to the door on the other side of the kitchen and slipped out of the room to clean another section of the house.
âYou must be really hungry.â
He laughed. âI am. But these are for you.â He shrugged. âA thank-you for helping me last weekend.â
She froze. She should have expected this. She had expected this. She knew he hated owing anyone.
She sucked in a quiet breath. Not only did she not want to spend time with him, but she hadnât eaten waffles since their fateful trip to Vegas. Mostly because she didnât want to remember that wonderful time. That Cain wasnât the real Cain. Neither was this guy whoâd made her waffles. He didnât want to thank her as much as he felt guilty that sheâd helped him the week before and wouldnât let that âdebtâ go unpaid.
âThatâs not necessary.â
âI know itâs not necessary, but I want to thank you.â
âYou did thank me. The words are enough.â
He sighed. âJust sit down and have a waffle.â
âNo!â Because the single word came out so angrily, she smiled to soften it. âThanks, but no.â
Their gazes held for a few seconds. She read the confusion in his dark eyes. He didnât understand why she wouldnât eat breakfast with him. Theyâd been so happy the one and only time theyâd had waffles together. And maybe thatâs why heâd chosen them?
Regret rose up in her, but regret was a foolish emotion. She couldnât change who he was. She couldnât change the fact that sheâd lost their child. And she refused to be pulled into believing the nice side of him was in control. That would only lead to more heartache. Neither one of them wanted that.
She turned and walked away. âIâll get started upstairs while you eat.â
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Cain pretended her refusal to eat his thank-you waffles hadnât bothered him. Being incredibly busy at work, it was easy to block out the memory. But Saturday morning he took his boat out, and alone on the water with nothing to keep him company but his thoughts, he was miserable.
Liz was without a doubt the kindest woman in the world and he had hurt her. Heâd hurt her enough that she couldnât even force herself to be polite and eat breakfast with him.
When sheâd left him three years before, heâd experienced a bit of remorse, but mostly he was relieved. Heâd quickly buried both emotions under workâas he always did. But sitting on the ocean, with the sun on
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