silence.
âI wish your mother was here,â he said.
She smiled sadly. âSo do I.â
âWell, weâll make the most of what we have and thank God for it.â
She nodded. âWe have more than some people do.â
He smiled, seeing her motherâs face in her own. âAnd a lot more than most,â he added. âIâm glad you came home for Christmas.â
âSo am I. Eat your soup.â She poured him some more, and thought that she was going to make this Christmas as happy for him as she could.
Chapter Two
D awson Rutherford was tall, lean and drop-dead gorgeous with blond, wavy hair and eyes that seemed to pierce skin. Even if he hadnât been so handsome, his physical presence was more than enough to make him attractive, added to a deep voice that had the smoothness of velvet, even in anger. But he was as icy a man as sheâd ever known, especially with women. At his fatherâs funeral, sheâd actually seen him back away from a beautiful woman to avoid being touched. Odd, that, when she knew for a fact that heâd been quite a rounder with women in his checkered past.
If Antonia hadnât given her heart to Powell Long so many years before, she wouldnât have minded setting her cap at Dawson, intimidating though hewas. But he was plainly meant for another type of woman altogether. Barrie, perhaps.
It was Christmas Eve, and heâd stopped by with a pipe for her father. Antonia walked him out a few minutes later.
âShame on you,â she muttered, pausing on the porch.
Dawsonâs green eyes twinkled. âHeâll get over the bronchitis. Besides, you know he wonât quit smoking, whether or not I give him a new pipe. Youâve tried and Iâve tried for years to break him. The best we can do is make him smoke it outdoors.â
âI know that,â she agreed, and smiled. âWell, it was a nice gesture.â
âWant to see what he gave me?â he asked, and produced a smooth silver lighter with inlaid turquoise.
âI didnât know you smoked,â she observed.
âI donât.â
Her eyes widened.
âI did, just briefly, smoke cigars.â He corrected himself. âI gave it up months ago. He doesnât know, so donât tell him.â
âI wonât. But good for you!â she said approvingly.
He shrugged. âI donât know any smokers who donât want to quit.â His eyes narrowed, and he watched her without blinking. âExcept one, maybe.â
She knew he was talking about Powell, who alwayshad smoked cigars, and presumably still did. Her face began to close up. âDonât say it.â
âI wonât. You look tortured.â
âIt was nine years ago.â
âSomebody should have shot him for the way he treated you,â he replied. âIâve never liked him, but that didnât win him any points with me. I loved my father. It was a low thing, for Sally to make him out a foolish old man with a lust for young girls.â
âShe wanted Powell.â
His eyes narrowed. âShe got him. But he made her pay for it, let me tell you. She took to alcohol because he left her alone so much, and from all accounts, he hated their daughter.â
âBut why?â Antonia asked, shocked. âPowell loved children, surelyâ¦!â
âSally trapped him with the child,â he replied. âExcept for that, heâd have left her. Donât you think he knew what a stupid thing heâd done? He knew the truth, almost from the day he married Sally.â
âBut he stayed with her.â
âHe had to. He was trying to build a ranch out of nothing, and this is a small town. How would it look for a man to walk out on a pregnant woman, or on his own newborn daughter?â He pursed his lips. âHe hates you, you know,â he added surprisingly. âHe hates you for not making him listen, for running. He